Jasper FIelds
Member
Hi. I'm 45 and new to all this. I've been poking around this site since last Tuesday, when I was officially diagnosed with high functioning autism and major depression. I've been in therapy for years for trauma related stuff and my biggest issues (I thought) were dissociation and anxiety. Now things just got much more complex, yet much clearer. The Psychiatrist put it this way, I have behaviors/ways-of-thinking related to my autism that are made more extreme when I experience conflict/fear/anxiety. When I check-out in the extreme I repeat words, wring hands, hear words but don't process them, go mute, basically a total meltdown.
I'm going through the gamut of emotions like: relief... "Wow, I'm not a robot/alien", fear... "What does all this mean", anger... "So this is permanent?", and wonder... "So that's why I (fill in the blank)"
There are no support groups in New Orleans for adults or people I know that would really get this from experience. So here is where I'll come, hoping to find some knowledge and kinship.
Best,
JF
I'm going through the gamut of emotions like: relief... "Wow, I'm not a robot/alien", fear... "What does all this mean", anger... "So this is permanent?", and wonder... "So that's why I (fill in the blank)"
There are no support groups in New Orleans for adults or people I know that would really get this from experience. So here is where I'll come, hoping to find some knowledge and kinship.
Best,
JF