Pella
Well-Known Member
Hello, I am new to the forum. I don't really know what to say as an into. I was recently diagnosed with asperger's, my brother was diagnosed a few years ago. I live with my boyfriend. My only friend moved out a few years ago. I have trouble making and keeping friends. I often feel anxious and depressed. I am seeing a therapist. I am on disability, I used to work and retail and worked very hard, but then the anxiety got to be too much and i got to where I felt like I couldn't go, i would try every morning, it was very confusing and I didn't understand what was happening to me. There are times when I do better, but lately I am afraid to leave the house, and have anxiety about doing chores, and have been feeling very useless. My boyfriend has fibromyalgia and rheumatoid athritis and can't do as much around the house as he used to and I feel very guilty. We have a dog but I couldn't handle the dog when he wasn't around so the dog has to go to his mom's on weekends. He misses the dog when he isn't here, but I can't seem to connect with the dog and actually feel very resentful of it, which also makes me feel very guilty.
