SalanaEiyungAisis
Active Member
Today, during my first class of the day, I began fussing over the fact that I was too shy to talk to someone and it carried on into my next course, making me unable to hear and concentrate. I was so frustrated I went into a bathroom down the hall and cried. It was the second time since being back to Cegep that I got out almost in tears because of panic and frustration at not being able to push my thoughts aside and concentrate on the course. And of top of that, the teacher offered me to explain what he said again during the 10 min break (which I accepted), but not everyone had left the class, so they got to hear how much I had trouble concentrating.
I just feel so stupid and embrassed.
I mean, it ALWAYS happen. Every time a new session starts, I tell myself ''I'm not gonna cry in front of the others, this time, I'll handle it like a grown-up, I won't bawl like a baby, I won't bawl like a baby...'' but, in the end, I always cry out of stress. It just feels so frustrating! Why can't I just follow the darn course, like everyone else?! Why can't my brain shut up at the right time?
It just seems like my imagination can't stop running wild when I do a boring class. Does anyone here, by any chance, knows any tricks to stop daydreaming in class? Thanks in advance,
Salana
I just feel so stupid and embrassed.
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I mean, it ALWAYS happen. Every time a new session starts, I tell myself ''I'm not gonna cry in front of the others, this time, I'll handle it like a grown-up, I won't bawl like a baby, I won't bawl like a baby...'' but, in the end, I always cry out of stress. It just feels so frustrating! Why can't I just follow the darn course, like everyone else?! Why can't my brain shut up at the right time?
It just seems like my imagination can't stop running wild when I do a boring class. Does anyone here, by any chance, knows any tricks to stop daydreaming in class? Thanks in advance,
Salana