I do not know I am need some help, some say I have bipolar type 2 conditions and I feel I have all aspi conditions since I am not diagnosed (in india we do not have facilities or this is not popular).
I am like relationship breaker , I do not know why I end up doing this I just need someone to help me with this..
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I could not understand this due to my mindblindness I am sure where I went wrong here.
They were using bad words on me. they all have insulted me in that forum.
they think that I have insulted them and I think that they have insulted me. with blindness on both sided with those people and me.
they were worried about their own members and I was worried about my self.
I though that I might act antisocial here. I am not sure what made them up set when I said "No one is my friends topics"
I got obsessed that other aspies are not understanding me. I made repated posts. I was about to correct my mistakes and then I asked them to delete my account.
because it was too much for me to socially involve in online and real world.
I feared that I might be doing same here so I asked for delete.
I am not sure what I have but i am already dyslexic (diagnosed UK 2010)
I fear that I might make same mistakes here.
they used the word "harass" I got meltdown and obsessed for that word. that word indicates "sin". I asked them to punish me for my sins.
I give them cyber cops web links and they are saying that it was not necessary for small things/ small mistakes of intimidation through PMs.
I got carried away that I got very first friend in my life I sent her my contact details to get trust which my ignorence and blindnesss since i was newbie. she got intimidated by my message and they called me "Harass people""
I got obsesed when they used the word "harass" when I do not mean to hurt or harm any one but somehow it happened by my ignorance and mindblindness.
what was my mistake and what was theirs ?
I am unable to understand where I go wrong I am having problems using
I really want to learn from my mistakes.
but I am unable to understand whether I am Aspie or Bi polar type 2, I have checked related websites it seems to me that I have both the qualities.
I am not sure but so far all are relevant.