LadyS
One eye permanently raised it seems...
One thing I've struggled with is being 'hyperaware' of when something seems wrong healthwise or when I have pain. Judging by some of the posts I often see here, I'm assuming there are some of you that can relate?
TOO often I'll have acute awareness of some sort of irregular pain or "feeling off", going to the doctor only to be told everything is "normal" when you feel it isn't. Or that the issue goes away as soon as it's finally being addressed only to reappear sometime afterwards. This is incredibly frustrating. Especially when the doctor is dismissive because of my younger age like somehow being younger makes me I'm invincible.
I keep thinking maybe because of my ASD that I may just feel the pain more intensely, or that any disruption to my own "normal" exacerbates something that may be minor in nature and this could be the reason why.
I do know that the power of thought can do this. For instance my clumsy self I often bump into things but go about my day without thinking about whatever injury, only to find bruises later with no recollection of where it came from with very little pain. However, if I do put "thought" into the pain right after it happens, the bruise will continue to be painful throughout the next few days. I've always found that fascinating for some reason. I suspect internal health issues are the same way.
If I'm already hyperaware of loud noises, hot and cold, and touch sensations then it makes sense.
I also get these pinprick acute pain throughout my body. It can happen anywhere, super sharp and throbbing and debilitating but only for a second or two and then gone as soon as it came. Really weird and I always thought it happened to everyone but I'm guessing it doesn't.
I also can also sometimes "feel" internal movements and things going on inside my body so when I try to explain it to doctors or just people in general they often don't know what to make of it.
Either way, I think I may now resign to just stopping visits to the doctor and just dealing with it until things pass as I'm just tired of being told everything is normal and wasting my time.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/ar...oduction:,altered processing of pain stimuli.
(Sorry that was a muddled mess of a post)
TOO often I'll have acute awareness of some sort of irregular pain or "feeling off", going to the doctor only to be told everything is "normal" when you feel it isn't. Or that the issue goes away as soon as it's finally being addressed only to reappear sometime afterwards. This is incredibly frustrating. Especially when the doctor is dismissive because of my younger age like somehow being younger makes me I'm invincible.
I keep thinking maybe because of my ASD that I may just feel the pain more intensely, or that any disruption to my own "normal" exacerbates something that may be minor in nature and this could be the reason why.
I do know that the power of thought can do this. For instance my clumsy self I often bump into things but go about my day without thinking about whatever injury, only to find bruises later with no recollection of where it came from with very little pain. However, if I do put "thought" into the pain right after it happens, the bruise will continue to be painful throughout the next few days. I've always found that fascinating for some reason. I suspect internal health issues are the same way.
If I'm already hyperaware of loud noises, hot and cold, and touch sensations then it makes sense.
I also get these pinprick acute pain throughout my body. It can happen anywhere, super sharp and throbbing and debilitating but only for a second or two and then gone as soon as it came. Really weird and I always thought it happened to everyone but I'm guessing it doesn't.
I also can also sometimes "feel" internal movements and things going on inside my body so when I try to explain it to doctors or just people in general they often don't know what to make of it.
Either way, I think I may now resign to just stopping visits to the doctor and just dealing with it until things pass as I'm just tired of being told everything is normal and wasting my time.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/ar...oduction:,altered processing of pain stimuli.
(Sorry that was a muddled mess of a post)