Mattymatt
Imperfectly Perfect
I've been on disability for a few years now and it's been really hard to find work in my career field, Information Technology. At this point, I just want to go back to work in some capacity. Today I decided to swallow my pride and apply to McDonald's and Regal Cinemas. I think it would be good for me to simply work in an easy, menial capacity. A small part of me is a little sad knowing that this is a huge step in the wrong direction, but this will only be temporary. I am going slowly insane simply spending all day in my apartment. Human beings aren't meant to be idle; we're intended to produce meaningful work. At least I will be able to earn some money while staying below the social security earnings threshold. I hope that come August, I will be ready to go back to school and immerse myself in the world of Automotive Technology. Please wish me some luck. I am scared about going back to work - scared of failure ... again.