if6wasnin9
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Is this a symptom of autism? I've had extreme trouble feeling myself since I got very sick at 13 and was detached from myself. I think I was dissociating and had it most of the last 45 years.
I felt nothing around people and could not hold a conversation and lost all friends by age 18. Struggled real bad thru college and had 8 nervous breakdowns between 23-28 because I had no idea what was happening and felt horrible.
I've told all Drs since then what happened and they ignore me. They would resort to horrible anti-psychotics and abuse. And then tons of shock treatment which destroyed me in 1992.
I felt nothing around people and could not hold a conversation and lost all friends by age 18. Struggled real bad thru college and had 8 nervous breakdowns between 23-28 because I had no idea what was happening and felt horrible.
I've told all Drs since then what happened and they ignore me. They would resort to horrible anti-psychotics and abuse. And then tons of shock treatment which destroyed me in 1992.
