What would happen?
What would be my viewers' reaction if I had secretly revealed, even as an inside joke, that the whole channel is actually a trail of clues leading up to a message to my viewers saying that I am in desperate need of help coping with life and sealing my sanity?
Anger? Surprise? I've had countless people on YouTube show me nothing but support no matter what I put on my channel. It would go without saying that I am becoming quite popular indeed (you'd have to view my channel to see the proof of this, just search "Kazuma Kanjifreak" on YouTube) but would this be a bad idea?
I have tried to do ARG-type videos in the past:
"Vague Silence" was a Gmod ARG attempting to tell the story of my suicidal depression, using procedurally-spawning NPCs that fought each other to the death and bloodied ragdolls to move it forward. It was not successful.
"Paperface" was supposed to be an animation featuring a man made of paper who would break into people's houses, and steal their food, leaving money behind in its place. It never got made or released.
"Life Unyielding" was another one of my "lost" videos done for a seperate ARG. It was a split-screen recording of two life simulator games, Tamagotchi for the GameBoy Color, and Alter Ego for MS-DOS. The video was supposed to feature both the Alter Ego character and the Tamagotchi pet dying at the same time, both revealing clues to a now-503'd website I had up at the time. It never got released.
"I_CANT_OPEN_MY_EYES.wmv".... I don't want to talk about this one. It got too realistic.
And yet... I feel like I have to keep posting clues. To what, I don't know yet. But I feel like I have to get my message out there somehow, that autism is not something to be taken for granted, and that while it is a product of hyper-intelligence for some, it can also quickly become a deadly, threatening illness to the host, if it is abused and mistreated too long.
Like me...
What would be my viewers' reaction if I had secretly revealed, even as an inside joke, that the whole channel is actually a trail of clues leading up to a message to my viewers saying that I am in desperate need of help coping with life and sealing my sanity?
Anger? Surprise? I've had countless people on YouTube show me nothing but support no matter what I put on my channel. It would go without saying that I am becoming quite popular indeed (you'd have to view my channel to see the proof of this, just search "Kazuma Kanjifreak" on YouTube) but would this be a bad idea?
I have tried to do ARG-type videos in the past:
"Vague Silence" was a Gmod ARG attempting to tell the story of my suicidal depression, using procedurally-spawning NPCs that fought each other to the death and bloodied ragdolls to move it forward. It was not successful.
"Paperface" was supposed to be an animation featuring a man made of paper who would break into people's houses, and steal their food, leaving money behind in its place. It never got made or released.
"Life Unyielding" was another one of my "lost" videos done for a seperate ARG. It was a split-screen recording of two life simulator games, Tamagotchi for the GameBoy Color, and Alter Ego for MS-DOS. The video was supposed to feature both the Alter Ego character and the Tamagotchi pet dying at the same time, both revealing clues to a now-503'd website I had up at the time. It never got released.
"I_CANT_OPEN_MY_EYES.wmv".... I don't want to talk about this one. It got too realistic.
And yet... I feel like I have to keep posting clues. To what, I don't know yet. But I feel like I have to get my message out there somehow, that autism is not something to be taken for granted, and that while it is a product of hyper-intelligence for some, it can also quickly become a deadly, threatening illness to the host, if it is abused and mistreated too long.
Like me...