I remember an interview that Lex Friedman did with Elon Musk recently. "My mind is a storm..."
Do you really want to be me?
I just finished reading Elon Musk's biography. I highly respect this man for what he has been able to accomplish, his work ethic, his drive, his altruistic ambitions for mankind, but the price was high in terms of the people around him, both personally and professionally. To be an Aspie, with all the social and communication difficulties, the "blind spots", the resultant cognitive biases, and then to have a mind that had little patience for people, rules, and regulations, so urgently goal-driven, to have many, many more world changing ideas, but not having the time resources to create them. When one is dealing with the Elon Musk's of the world, one needs to logically compartmentalize the greater good for humanity from an engineering and technological perspective, from that of the emotional triggers of his thoughts shared on social media, humor, and political persona. I can understand why many people are "Elon haters", but many are not understanding the experience of being extremely high functioning in many ways, but also having the social and communication deficits and disconnects that many autistics experience. Add on the financial resources, the media spotlight, the political weaponization of the Department of Justice (DOJ) and the Security and Exchange Commission (SEC) against him, the industrial complex spending billions of dollars on media articles everyday to make sure they publicly destroy his reputation, to villainize him, and his products with fear, uncertainty, and doubt (FUD), as well as intentionally shorting his company stock for their own financial gain. You do realize he is altruistically driven with good intent for humanity? However, if you are seen as an obstacle in his eyes, "the bear has teeth" and he doesn't hesitate. It's an interesting combination of elements to say the least. Think of how many of us deal with rejection and its effects upon our self-esteem, the depression, the emotional toll,...now imagine what Elon is going through with it amplified 1000-fold in a very public way.
I see us living though an incredible period of time. I hope we can appreciate what have and are going to experience over the next 10-20 years.
If I wasn't autistic, my life would be very different. That's all I could say. I don't know what that might look like, but I know I wouldn't be as successful, have my wife, my children, and so on. Sure, I have plenty of things that I wish I didn't have to deal with, but I have to be thankful for what I have. Would I wish MY autism upon someone else? Probably not.