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I’m better Off Dead

KevinMao133

KevinMao133

Well-Known Member
There’s no point in living

I’m dealing with severe pain

Nobody is willing to help

At some point I might just cut my losses and move on
 
tree said:
Physical pain?

Emotional stress?

What's going on?
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Intense physical pain

I’m dealing with unknown foot pain

I can’t walk, I can’t even stand up

I don’t know if I want to seek help

I might just worsen my condition and end up being crippled for life
 
Get yourself to a physician. Pain is trying to tell you that something is not right. Avoiding treatment can lead to other difficulties as you overcompensate for loss of function (after all we are bilateral beings who need balance).
 
The biggest downside of autism, Executive Dysfunction often makes it very hard for me to seek medical care and to even do any task. You might be level 2 or 3, your struggles are considerably high.

There is practically a dysfunction in the brain which makes starting tasks very difficult, it feels like mental pain tbh when trying to do something.

I had times in my life where things were worse and I practically couldn't do anything, and the fear of not being able to help myself was dreadful too. I felt like things will never get better for me and I didn't know how and where to reach to. With health things it's particularly anxiety inducing and I'd just cry hopelessly, that's how bad it was. I have no family in my life except my mother who makes it ten times worse because of being a narcissist. It can be very hard to have no support.

Hang in there.
 
In my area we have free health for emergencies but in America for example if you dont have insurance you might pay for many years your debt for just the ambulance road payment. I use some medical websites to research my symptoms as possibilities, but that might worry me more, and I use Google maps to find locations which might be helpful to me. Before when I had an old phone and a broken computer I couldn't even do that.

I ask casheers or strangers if I have some questions.
 
KevinMao133 said:
There’s no point in living

I’m dealing with severe pain

Nobody is willing to help

At some point I might just cut my losses and move on
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No point in living - I completely agree to that.
You are dealing with severe pain
Nobody is willing to help - is that nobody yourself or someone else ? That nobody is at least willing to help you!
Cut your losses and move on - Do you mean in a mental, physical or another way ?

Some of my clients need a reset, a death you may call it, and nowadays there is often no cool rituals to allow yourself to die in a non physical way, I totally agree about that!
More kind of deaths to the people!
 
trustinnerwisdom said:
No point in living - I completely agree to that.
You are dealing with severe pain
Nobody is willing to help - is that nobody yourself or someone else ? That nobody is at least willing to help you!
Cut your losses and move on - Do you mean in a mental, physical or another way ?

Some of my clients need a reset, a death you may call it, and nowadays there is often no cool rituals to allow yourself to die in a non physical way, I totally agree about that!
More kind of deaths to the people!
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On his Profile Kevin notes that he did consult medical professionals.
So he did, in fact, receive some help.


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All-Rounder said:
The biggest downside of autism, Executive Dysfunction often makes it very hard for me to seek medical care and to even do any task. You might be level 2 or 3, your struggles are considerably high.

There is practically a dysfunction in the brain which makes starting tasks very difficult, it feels like mental pain tbh when trying to do something.

I had times in my life where things were worse and I practically couldn't do anything, and the fear of not being able to help myself was dreadful too. I felt like things will never get better for me and I didn't know how and where to reach to. With health things it's particularly anxiety inducing and I'd just cry hopelessly, that's how bad it was. I have no family in my life except my mother who makes it ten times worse because of being a narcissist. It can be very hard to have no support.

Hang in there.
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Me too. It is hard being a vulnerable person in society I love you.
I get sore legs everything with my illness and am doing the best I can.
I also want to feel like people geniunely love me, are there for me and understand my feelings and pain and will not hurt me.
 
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