PropaneMan666
New Member
I'm in the 11th grade, and ever since the 10th grade I have been in alternative school. In the 9th grade, I would often have panic attacks, and try escaping school or coming up with excuses to get picked up early.... I also had trouble getting work done.... now, I've turned into a hard worker, and can control my anxiety with pills and walks with a paraprofessional... I also have turned into a hard worker, with an 87.398 out of a 100 gpa. problem is, in order to leave, you have to meet your exit criteria, which means less than 5 incidents of each target behavior, and the one I had trouble on was "inappropriate discussion topics" my mom convinced the administrators to hold a meeting at the end of the semester, saying my psycho-social development has been harmed since there are only 3 other boys in my program (who are all screwy), and I have gotten so lonely I have resorted to befriending children, who I rarely get into contact with... last time we had a meeting, they convinced me i was not ready, and though there was a great possibility i could go back, i told them i wanted to stay.... how do I not succumb to pressure this time, and how do I convince them I am ready to go back???what's making this more urgent is that there is a very violent kid with fetal alcohol syndrome on my bus, who bullies low functioning autistic kids, and another kid who picks on him, and i am annoyed by them both and concerned for ani, a low functioning kid on the bus, and feel pressured to be the protector.... what should I do?