Does anyone else ever feel like they can have a rich inner world and a very difficult at times outer world as an autistic and also a Christian as well.
Sometimes so much can be going on in life it is like there can be an inner world and outside world. The outside can be blowing with things that are so difficult to deal with. It can be like calamity after calamity in the outside real world beyond your control. These are sometimes caused by other peoples actions coming to you and destabilising you which you have no control of. It can be caused by family members making you very distressed even and more of course. Moving it aside to the inner world. This is a special thing I think perhaps as an autistic and for me a Christian how I experience it.
I have several medical conditions and my life hasn’t been picture perfect far from it and whose is but still, and it times it can feel like a calamity with my one of my conditions and a disposal of others people rubbish as well. They may even be bringing you things and requests that clearly would undermine your faith which they know about.
Moving On
With an outer world that may seem a bit collapsed you have to admit that your inner world is strong with God and will remain so. It is an extension of God who always holds you up and supports you and provides laughs and comfort and knows how to speak to you.
So you feel it yes poorly in the outside but yes I couldn’t deny it myself today it is sweet in the inner world. I clapped and enough to be said I was thrilled with my inner world and have always been....well at 16 I didn’t get the height I was praying for but I still loved God. Let’s not unpack that one here. I wish the outer world would just leave me alone sometimes and I would be perfectly happy. In the inner world I am. It is strange how both can exist.
I think you may know mean I pretty much. This was written during a very heated moment and I had to pull out the truth, my inner world was intact.
Inner world versus outer world.
Sometimes so much can be going on in life it is like there can be an inner world and outside world. The outside can be blowing with things that are so difficult to deal with. It can be like calamity after calamity in the outside real world beyond your control. These are sometimes caused by other peoples actions coming to you and destabilising you which you have no control of. It can be caused by family members making you very distressed even and more of course. Moving it aside to the inner world. This is a special thing I think perhaps as an autistic and for me a Christian how I experience it.
I have several medical conditions and my life hasn’t been picture perfect far from it and whose is but still, and it times it can feel like a calamity with my one of my conditions and a disposal of others people rubbish as well. They may even be bringing you things and requests that clearly would undermine your faith which they know about.
Moving On
With an outer world that may seem a bit collapsed you have to admit that your inner world is strong with God and will remain so. It is an extension of God who always holds you up and supports you and provides laughs and comfort and knows how to speak to you.
So you feel it yes poorly in the outside but yes I couldn’t deny it myself today it is sweet in the inner world. I clapped and enough to be said I was thrilled with my inner world and have always been....well at 16 I didn’t get the height I was praying for but I still loved God. Let’s not unpack that one here. I wish the outer world would just leave me alone sometimes and I would be perfectly happy. In the inner world I am. It is strange how both can exist.
I think you may know mean I pretty much. This was written during a very heated moment and I had to pull out the truth, my inner world was intact.
Inner world versus outer world.
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