I've always had the experience that emotions cloud the brain,...as I've rarely had a good experience with them. Emotions,...for me,...means a decoupling of the rational side of my brain. I feel out of control, and usually means me saying or doing something that is irrational, embarrassing, and/or regretful,...and I feel it puts me in a bad light with other people. I am, for the most part, quite Stoic. However, this is not without some drawbacks,...if, by denying myself of some positive emotional time, it leads me to feel less happiness overall,...I am not as happy as I used to be in my youth. I don't have a good handle on modulating my emotional responses,...it's sort of like I have this 2 step controller switch in my brain,...either "low" or "high",...when others, it seems have a tuner knob that allows for fine tuning of their emotional state. I either am not outwardly responding at all to things,...drives my wife a bit nuts,...OR,...I have embarrassing emotional outbursts that have others staring at me like I'm some sort of weirdo. I can't win,...so, better for me to just do my best to be neutral and in control. I think better and have more rational thought processes.