Withnail88
Well-Known Member
I am so sick of my situation, and I know vent won't do anything. Above all, I'm kinda just looking for help and support.
I moved back home after the last spring semester. I am 23, have maybe $30 to my name, and have to pay off student loans soon. It's tough enough finding a job and making enough to move out/acquire car without Aspergers. I've posted earlier, and people seemed to share my concern, that job interviews are pretty much hell cuz I have some nervous ticks/don't know what is apropriate to say. The job hunt has been very bleak for months, I owe thousands and have less than $50 to my name. It's confounded by the fact that my parents will not help m with any of this and the social worker has encouraged thm not to. If I can get general disability assistance, then I can get about $200 a month from the county, but that is far from enough to take care of my problems. It's not as though I haven't been trying to find work. It's just that interviews are hell. I have a gol to be out by the time I'm 25 and I'm scared that I won't be able to meet it. I miss my college friends. I have no peers in town. All the smart ones got the hell out so I'm lonesome.
I'm just scared for my future . . .
My mom thinks it's a good idea to follow me to work force and applying for disability because I can't articulate my concerns very well, so she goes with me there and it's kind of embarrassing. I think I do need her help, but I don't want it because it makes me feel like a little kid, y'know?
Anyone is or has been in a similar jam can help? I just wanna move out and I know I'm not ready and don't have the money, but I don't wanna feel small and incapable.
Anyone know what I am saying?
I moved back home after the last spring semester. I am 23, have maybe $30 to my name, and have to pay off student loans soon. It's tough enough finding a job and making enough to move out/acquire car without Aspergers. I've posted earlier, and people seemed to share my concern, that job interviews are pretty much hell cuz I have some nervous ticks/don't know what is apropriate to say. The job hunt has been very bleak for months, I owe thousands and have less than $50 to my name. It's confounded by the fact that my parents will not help m with any of this and the social worker has encouraged thm not to. If I can get general disability assistance, then I can get about $200 a month from the county, but that is far from enough to take care of my problems. It's not as though I haven't been trying to find work. It's just that interviews are hell. I have a gol to be out by the time I'm 25 and I'm scared that I won't be able to meet it. I miss my college friends. I have no peers in town. All the smart ones got the hell out so I'm lonesome.
I'm just scared for my future . . .
My mom thinks it's a good idea to follow me to work force and applying for disability because I can't articulate my concerns very well, so she goes with me there and it's kind of embarrassing. I think I do need her help, but I don't want it because it makes me feel like a little kid, y'know?
Anyone is or has been in a similar jam can help? I just wanna move out and I know I'm not ready and don't have the money, but I don't wanna feel small and incapable.
Anyone know what I am saying?