LateToTheGame
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Hey all - I'm 60 (close to 61), and in grad school for my counseling degree. I've spent my entire life with men (and a boy) on the spectrum without any official diagnoses, and while I always felt like I didn't fit in with the rest of the world, I thought maybe it was due to being used to, and having adapted to, their way of being. I was diagnosed with complex PTSD a few years back, and recently began seeing so much overlap in symptoms between cPTSD, autism, and ADHD. Yet, when I took a class on Neurodiversity 2 weeks ago, reading Jenara Nerenberg and Devon Price, I still felt kind of gob-smacked to see that the descriptions of female-presenting folks on the spectrum described me better than cPTSD! The more I read about it, the more I'm like, "Oh YEAH! I used to do that as a kid, but it wasn't okay, so I learned to... MASK! There's even a name for THAT!" I thought I was just a misfit, a bad kid, and an inappropriately socialized adult. I feel a load has been lifted off my shoulders, that I don't have to TRY to be what I'm not anymore! I have advocated for that with the boy/men in my life, but somehow never applied it to myself. What a relief!
I'm really wanting to find a community of people who understand this "different way of being," but since I'm a grad student, I'm not sure how much time I'll have to dedicate to this. I'm just grateful to know you're all here, for when I DO have time. Thank you!
I'm really wanting to find a community of people who understand this "different way of being," but since I'm a grad student, I'm not sure how much time I'll have to dedicate to this. I'm just grateful to know you're all here, for when I DO have time. Thank you!