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Lifelong aspie here

Forestsoul

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I'm 26 years old and live in the forested paradise known as New England. I was diagnosed at age 2, which is incidentally where my earliest memories begin. I have an overwhelmingly complete long term memory that follows me around like a ball and chain strapped to my right leg. I'm gifted in the areas of ideation and its accompaniments, I express these faculties through the writing process. I feel average most of the time, but my brain keeps making these monumental leaps that leave me gasping for air barely able to say more than, "incredible." In High school and before, I was an atypical student with amazing abilities hidden behind suppression. When I turned twenty five and stopped suppressing certain unsavory details of my past and personal reality, the floodgates opened up and I went nearly insane, its not a fun topic for this one.

My perseveration, or narrow all-encompassing interest, if I had to pick one, is without a doubt my imagination. They say that many of us on the spectrum hide behind an awareness filter to cope with our sensory issues and/or problems functioning in the world, well I used mine to protect myself from physical and emotional abuse. Naturally this gave me a solid imagination, its like a playground inside my skull where anything is possible.
 
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Welcome Forestsoul to AC!
I'd wouldn't say it's great to remember so much of your childhood, is it?
but then you have me who knows about <1% from his childhood, I even only remember about 10% ofwhat I did yesterday. Sometimes it's so frustrating to forget that much.

I'll hope you'll enjoy it here. ;)
 
Welcome,
It's good to let the poison out. I can relate to the feelings you describe. I believe that I did none of the things I feel badly about on purpose, so I can accept my mistakes as learning experiences and move on.
I hope that you find a good place to leave the baggage you no longer need so you can go freely from here on out. I am guessing you are not that same person anymore, so concentrate on the new you.
 
Hi and welcome Forest soul. We all have aspergers for life the only difference is, when we find out when we have it.
 
Welcome :) I'm 35 and newly diagnosed. I can relate to letting things go and having floodgates open, that's how I feel at the moment trying to reconcile my past with my present.
 
Hello and Welcome!! :)

I also have a long-term memory issue where my past is always seeming to haunt my thoughts. I remember stuff from when I was less than a year old to now. Typically the bad stuff, though.
 
Hi and welcome Forest soul. We all have aspergers for life the only difference is, when we find out when we have it.

I know its hereditary and that I've had it since heartbeat one. I was trying to emphasize the fact that my family always knew about it as a verifiable fact.
 
Welcome Forestsoul to AC!
I'd wouldn't say it's great to remember so much of your childhood, is it?
but then you have me who knows about <1% from his childhood, I even only remember about 10% ofwhat I did yesterday. Sometimes it's so frustrating to forget that much.

I'll hope you'll enjoy it here. ;)

I remember the good, the bad and the random. Of cours
Welcome,
It's good to let the poison out. I can relate to the feelings you describe. I believe that I did none of the things I feel badly about on purpose, so I can accept my mistakes as learning experiences and move on.
I hope that you find a good place to leave the baggage you no longer need so you can go freely from here on out. I am guessing you are not that same person anymore, so concentrate on the new you.
Welcome Forestsoul to AC!
I'd wouldn't say it's great to remember so much of your childhood, is it?
but then you have me who knows about <1% from his childhood, I even only remember about 10% ofwhat I did yesterday. Sometimes it's so frustrating to forget that much.

I'll hope you'll enjoy it here. ;)

It took me a week to work up the courage to take a small glance at all of your
Welcome,
It's good to let the poison out. I can relate to the feelings you describe. I believe that I did none of the things I feel badly about on purpose, so I can accept my mistakes as learning experiences and move on.
I hope that you find a good place to leave the baggage you no longer need so you can go freely from here on out. I am guessing you are not that same person anymore, so concentrate on the new you.

I'm trying!
To set the record straight, I was abused as a kid. His justifications are even more pathetic than himself since the real reason he singled me out was because I was this cute little professor that went around spreading magic everywhere I went. I was an angel that kept everyone's secrets... Its hard to let it go because my visual memory is amazing.
 

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