AuBurney Tuckerson
~GigglesTheAutisticHyena~
I am currently 18 and has never been diagnosed for Autism, but growing up, I showed severe signs as I used to hit my head, throw tantrums when touched my certain objects or people, I was late to learn how to talk and had to go through speech therapy, IDK about motor skills, but I can barely balance on one leg if that counts. I also have sensitivity to certain textures, tastes, smells, and most problematic: hearing! I often end up going into meltdowns during thunderstorms or when loud vehicles are constantly roaring outside. I can't stand places with screaming kids, whistles, big crowds, and odors. It tortures the heck out of me to the point I just go crazy! I remember 8th grade when my ears finally opened up.. It was the most brutal torture I ever went through. All the loud noises crowded me at once. Being in the gym was like being in a torture chamber. The whistles, the bouncing balls, the squeaky shoes, people screaming, IT WAS Hell!!! I would grab my ears, grab my hair, cry, bang my head. Teachers didn't accept why. People picked on me for it. I always struggle with being in social situations and talking to people. I can't look people in the eye, I'm always stimming, and I have a limited amount of interests. My life is basically a routine, and I can't stand having to stray from my routines.
I'm currently looking for a place where an adult like me can get diagnosed. There isn't a place in Arkansas where an adult like me can get diagnosed, so I guess it's too late for me... So I will go through life never knowing if I have autism or not. I only just recently learned what it was when I looked it up about a month or two ago. My family always mentioned autism, but I never went to get diagnosed. Is there any place an adult living in Arkansas can get tested?
I'm currently looking for a place where an adult like me can get diagnosed. There isn't a place in Arkansas where an adult like me can get diagnosed, so I guess it's too late for me... So I will go through life never knowing if I have autism or not. I only just recently learned what it was when I looked it up about a month or two ago. My family always mentioned autism, but I never went to get diagnosed. Is there any place an adult living in Arkansas can get tested?