Kayla55
Well-Known Member
Hi,
Mostly this started over a decade ago, when I first opposed family, friends ND issues of South Africa, I then changed my name to Kayla.
When you are a child people find it hard to believe outrageous statements, I learnt to keep quiet about members of our family who were German speaking.
Silence was way my father liked things, silence and don't tell people the raging money and debt arguments that went on in the house. Be normal, be what he wants.
I rebelled from young believing we came from Hungry and that my dad serving on South West border was an evil alliance. Maybe this is why he hit me over knuckles with wooden spoon, sometimes having hair trigger temper, see red, and I was terrified and eventually went to stay with my mom who had French roots.
Under my then undiagnosed mother I found freedoms to express and be who I wanted without label of black sheep or my father keeping me in line.
It took a long time before Namibia received compensation for German nazzi behaviour under apartheid occupation, but as I had said all along, there were many crazy things going on in South Africa that never came to light. My last outrageous comment was a research/work Kampf where staff were monitored and never allowed out for fear they would speak or sell information, afterwards they mysteriously disappeared. Can't prove it.
I believe in improving quality of life for prove on spectrum without resorting to unnecessary evils. I believe each individual reach for their unique potential and not have to endure ABA, unlock our true feelings.
Mostly this started over a decade ago, when I first opposed family, friends ND issues of South Africa, I then changed my name to Kayla.
When you are a child people find it hard to believe outrageous statements, I learnt to keep quiet about members of our family who were German speaking.
Silence was way my father liked things, silence and don't tell people the raging money and debt arguments that went on in the house. Be normal, be what he wants.
I rebelled from young believing we came from Hungry and that my dad serving on South West border was an evil alliance. Maybe this is why he hit me over knuckles with wooden spoon, sometimes having hair trigger temper, see red, and I was terrified and eventually went to stay with my mom who had French roots.
Under my then undiagnosed mother I found freedoms to express and be who I wanted without label of black sheep or my father keeping me in line.
It took a long time before Namibia received compensation for German nazzi behaviour under apartheid occupation, but as I had said all along, there were many crazy things going on in South Africa that never came to light. My last outrageous comment was a research/work Kampf where staff were monitored and never allowed out for fear they would speak or sell information, afterwards they mysteriously disappeared. Can't prove it.
I believe in improving quality of life for prove on spectrum without resorting to unnecessary evils. I believe each individual reach for their unique potential and not have to endure ABA, unlock our true feelings.
