So being on the spectrum is just one of my beautiful tricks. Apparently l suffer a tab from avoidant personality which makes relationships stressful especially if the other person seems to maybe go through it.
Just means l take things very slowly because l need permission that it's okay to be around that person. Like l have a perversion that l need to know it's okay to connect with you if you hadn't talked to me for some time. Does anybody suffer from this, like not wanting to overstep some invisible boundary that l may be unaware of? Like a heightened sense or hyper-senstivity to not stepping on the other's toes (feelings ). Like some alien social protocol that only my alien brain computes the data for. For one NY minute, l thought they would call the police on me (just me being neurotic). Sometimes we are our worse enemy. Understand l don't feel shame, l just don't want to look like a complete idiot. I can handle partial idiot status, that's doable.
Just means l take things very slowly because l need permission that it's okay to be around that person. Like l have a perversion that l need to know it's okay to connect with you if you hadn't talked to me for some time. Does anybody suffer from this, like not wanting to overstep some invisible boundary that l may be unaware of? Like a heightened sense or hyper-senstivity to not stepping on the other's toes (feelings ). Like some alien social protocol that only my alien brain computes the data for. For one NY minute, l thought they would call the police on me (just me being neurotic). Sometimes we are our worse enemy. Understand l don't feel shame, l just don't want to look like a complete idiot. I can handle partial idiot status, that's doable.
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