Michael Pollack
New Member
I was diagnosed as paranoid schizophrenic at 17 by a psychiatrist who wanted to lock me up in a mental hospital and did.  I have never hallucinated and I live in a powerful shell I can't penetrate.  I have been on Risperdal for the last 25 years and have had horrible paranoid delusions which ended a month ago when I stopped the drug.  My consciousness is fixated on food and eating which I liberate gradually by fasting every other day.  I feel so much better mentally now except that I can't connect with people and myself at the same time or make eye contact.  I spend my time reading and doing math problems.  I am a pescovegetarian and just turned 72.  The problem is my partner and nurse practitioner think I am  schizophrenic and need to be on meds.  Has anyone had an experience like this who could give advice and tell me what they did?