I was fascinate by the post before this one on Time. This has been an obsession of mine since I was aware of my autism. It hit like a fury at age 14 and the first thing I noticed was a HUGE difference in the way I experienced Time compared to friends. Suddenly Time dragged and I mean dragged. What it really was was that my thoughts sped up, like really sped up.
I could do and think way more faster and faster. And I actually because hyper and faster. Going to the store was so annoyoing because people would be like turtles.
So I started to research on little animals that they think do perceive Time differently.
I think this is behind Stimming, too. I started to chew gum, like 500 pieces a day. It brought Time back into the NT world for me. It may have seemed like 5 hours went by but it was 1/2 hour. I can tell it was 1/2 because I only chewed 4 packs of gum.
I also started to do other things like rock and walk obsessively. So I could tell it was two hours and not 12 because I walk my route.
The human body is not like the human mind. The Human mind has no boundaries. I think I am trying to say that STIMS are a way to bring boundaries to a mind that has gone out on all directions.
Does this make sense or is this just one of the way I made sense of my own autism? We are all so different. That's why Autistic people are exciting and interesting and NTs are zzzzzzzz. Just kidding. I love a lot of NT's
I could do and think way more faster and faster. And I actually because hyper and faster. Going to the store was so annoyoing because people would be like turtles.
So I started to research on little animals that they think do perceive Time differently.
I think this is behind Stimming, too. I started to chew gum, like 500 pieces a day. It brought Time back into the NT world for me. It may have seemed like 5 hours went by but it was 1/2 hour. I can tell it was 1/2 because I only chewed 4 packs of gum.
I also started to do other things like rock and walk obsessively. So I could tell it was two hours and not 12 because I walk my route.
The human body is not like the human mind. The Human mind has no boundaries. I think I am trying to say that STIMS are a way to bring boundaries to a mind that has gone out on all directions.
Does this make sense or is this just one of the way I made sense of my own autism? We are all so different. That's why Autistic people are exciting and interesting and NTs are zzzzzzzz. Just kidding. I love a lot of NT's