New to this site, 'Dazed and Confused.'

[Zephyr]

I'm not quite sure what to make of this, the site perplexes me, as well as this site which seems to be endlessly abysmal. I am in a deep deep depression which I have tried to commit suicide twice now with once leaving a scar on my neck in plain sight which is hard for job interviews and such.. But anyways, I was suggested to come here after realizing there is no body like me anywhere in sight, and my only friend I thought would never betray me, broke our loyalty over a female; worst way to do it. I want someone to guide me and stand me on my feet, and I want someone I can talk to. I have no one, not even family. My isolation takes me into such a whimsical manner to where I have downed myself so much I now smoke cannabis in order for me to "feel" anything. If not I spiral into darkness. Suggestions? Many thanks in advance.

~Austin

 

[IContainMultitudes]

Hi, welcome to Aspies Central. I hope you can find the support you seek here.

Just out of curiosity, why do you find the site "perplexing" and "endlessly abysmal?"

 

[music.forlife7]

I hope things get worked out for you. And you can always talk to God. I'll pray for you. God will help you.

 

[Pella]

Hi, welcome to AC. I hope you end up feeling comfortable here.

 

[Zephyr]

I had never received help from people with similar symptoms, so I'm perplexed by it, and it seems endlessly abysmal well, because there's so many threads and I'm so stimulated.