aubrx
New Member
Just as the title describes. Not interested in human society and all the rubbish that comes with humans, can't be fkd with people, normies annoy the crap out of me, humans especially children are too noisy and screechy it's actually ridiculous. I've been alive for 30 years and it seems the burnout of existence in this world dominated by selfish, vapid, egomaniac sheeple humans has now come to fruition.
I have had depression and anxiety for half of my life and recently diagnosed with level two Autism and ADHD (seemingly combined despite not showing many hyperactive traits). Long term SSRI has ruined my brain. I have been off them cold turkey for a week. I am sick of them. Prescribed with Ritalin but it is too stimulating in a short time and lasts only a short amount of time. So I have not taken that recently. I hate that they give me a very strong wave of motivation that lasts maybe an hour and then it plummets and the depression hits.
I used to have dreams and ambition for what I wanted out of life, but ADHD, anxiety, not having money to support those passions, has made most of this impossible and I have just realised how useless dreams (and life) are. I don't have a job and have no desire to work in any job have been there done that and can't be arsed anymore. I am just here to read forum posts.
I have had depression and anxiety for half of my life and recently diagnosed with level two Autism and ADHD (seemingly combined despite not showing many hyperactive traits). Long term SSRI has ruined my brain. I have been off them cold turkey for a week. I am sick of them. Prescribed with Ritalin but it is too stimulating in a short time and lasts only a short amount of time. So I have not taken that recently. I hate that they give me a very strong wave of motivation that lasts maybe an hour and then it plummets and the depression hits.
I used to have dreams and ambition for what I wanted out of life, but ADHD, anxiety, not having money to support those passions, has made most of this impossible and I have just realised how useless dreams (and life) are. I don't have a job and have no desire to work in any job have been there done that and can't be arsed anymore. I am just here to read forum posts.
