Stevie1903
Well-Known Member
I'm a police officer in the UK. I was diagnosed with Aspergers about 18 months ago. Initially was off work with anxiety and that led to my diagnosis.
Having an anxiety disorder I was taken off front line duties and have been working regular hours in a desk job.
This week my boss wants me to have another assessment with the occupational health doctor. It's about a year since they last saw me.
Problem I have is they will be pushing me to go back out onto 24 hr shifts on the front line. I didn't join the force to work in an office however I have decided I do not want to go back out. I don't feel I'm in a position to now cope with the demands of front line duties.
I realise that many people probably don't feel Aspergers is something that should prevent someone from carrying out their job. I just don't feel capable anymore.
Last year when I met the doctor I was very offended. She said ASD diagnosis had become fashionable, referred to me having personality traits and avoided using the word Aspergers. I felt she belittled my condition and was not interested finding out how I am affected by it in everyday life, at home or work.
It's a different doctor this time but now feeling anxious again and got nearly 3 weeks to wait.
I suppose I'm wondering if anyone else had been in a similar position, particularly police officers.
Having an anxiety disorder I was taken off front line duties and have been working regular hours in a desk job.
This week my boss wants me to have another assessment with the occupational health doctor. It's about a year since they last saw me.
Problem I have is they will be pushing me to go back out onto 24 hr shifts on the front line. I didn't join the force to work in an office however I have decided I do not want to go back out. I don't feel I'm in a position to now cope with the demands of front line duties.
I realise that many people probably don't feel Aspergers is something that should prevent someone from carrying out their job. I just don't feel capable anymore.
Last year when I met the doctor I was very offended. She said ASD diagnosis had become fashionable, referred to me having personality traits and avoided using the word Aspergers. I felt she belittled my condition and was not interested finding out how I am affected by it in everyday life, at home or work.
It's a different doctor this time but now feeling anxious again and got nearly 3 weeks to wait.
I suppose I'm wondering if anyone else had been in a similar position, particularly police officers.