Jena
Well-Known Member
So this been going on for few weeks now, but it seems as if every noise is suddenly louder, and suddenly if people open doors it startles me every single time, and I been getting headaches alot lately mostly at night, and my ears hurt too. My body is also extremely tense, even with some sensory toys my body is super tense, no matter if a lie down, if I sit or if I walk. It mostly occurs in my shoulder/arm area and my legs. I also can't seem to sit right like every sitting position is bothering me, and every sleep position is bothering me as well.
I keep waking up at 3 am then 5 am more frequently and getting up super duper early. I can't remember the last time I slept at 8 am.. Like I feel the need to fight. And I mean fight, kind of wish I had a boxing dummy to practice on lol. Because it's like I have all this built up energy and I am not doing anything with it.
And I also been having these crying episodes where I would just start crying even if there hasn't been a exact trigger. Something else, is that i recenetly gotten off my night medication that I took for paranoia feelings. My doctor didn't think I need it anymore.
I am also really anxious about going to Georgia, Atlanta USA. because my dad isn't "on board" yet and I really want mom to talk him into it soon so we can get hotel rooms soon. Which I guess is part of my anxious as well and of course the driving which I wrote in another thread, and me being anxious around my boyfriend long story but we are taking a break and blahblah. And of course that over stimulation I had at my brother's graduation was a trigger as well.
But I can't figure out why I am STILL tense... my mom said she'll call my doctor so hopefully she does I just don't know what to do right now...
I keep waking up at 3 am then 5 am more frequently and getting up super duper early. I can't remember the last time I slept at 8 am.. Like I feel the need to fight. And I mean fight, kind of wish I had a boxing dummy to practice on lol. Because it's like I have all this built up energy and I am not doing anything with it.
And I also been having these crying episodes where I would just start crying even if there hasn't been a exact trigger. Something else, is that i recenetly gotten off my night medication that I took for paranoia feelings. My doctor didn't think I need it anymore.
I am also really anxious about going to Georgia, Atlanta USA. because my dad isn't "on board" yet and I really want mom to talk him into it soon so we can get hotel rooms soon. Which I guess is part of my anxious as well and of course the driving which I wrote in another thread, and me being anxious around my boyfriend long story but we are taking a break and blahblah. And of course that over stimulation I had at my brother's graduation was a trigger as well.
But I can't figure out why I am STILL tense... my mom said she'll call my doctor so hopefully she does I just don't know what to do right now...