Okay all the negative I been giving myself about women hating me I don't know what to believe about that but all I know is that I attended a new church for a month now and felt totally ostracized. I let both pastors know. I meet with one twice. The second time I left real emotional critical feedback even after voicing critical feedback at their new meeting.
Today was a turnaround. They had four greeters who greeted everyone and I was not ignored by the snack women. I was greeted by a few people after service. I was even able to join a community group.
This was not the first time I left intense feedback even at my main afternoon church and my ex yoga studio which I tried but since my yoga teacher could only do so much he is failing even though I saved his business.
The thing is I use to be a real shell until I feel ignored then now I open up do much I can't take it then they listen and changed happen when it suppose to be a place that suppose to be welcoming.
Today was a turnaround. They had four greeters who greeted everyone and I was not ignored by the snack women. I was greeted by a few people after service. I was even able to join a community group.
This was not the first time I left intense feedback even at my main afternoon church and my ex yoga studio which I tried but since my yoga teacher could only do so much he is failing even though I saved his business.
The thing is I use to be a real shell until I feel ignored then now I open up do much I can't take it then they listen and changed happen when it suppose to be a place that suppose to be welcoming.
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