Psionics: When You Just Can't Deny That You Have a Gift!!

[UberScout]

Disclaimer: I am aware that lots of people who are on this site do not believe in what I am going to describe, and that is okay. I do not expect someone to change their beliefs simply from one of my stories, but please keep in mind that when I tell these stories I speak from first-person experience. Reader discretion is advised.

I have no idea when I developed this, how, or why.

But for as long as I can remember, I have always been able to do....certain things...that nobody else around me seems to be able to do.

A long time ago when I was 14, and still living with my evil and oppressive uncle and aunt, one night, I was somehow able to recognize that my intelligence grew. By a LOT. In fact somehow, I was aware that my mind had expanded so far that I realized if I just put *juuust* enough thought into doing so, I could "reach out" with my mind, if I really, really tried....

So I did. And as I began to make myself do so, I heard this little voice in my head telling me: "Come on, you can do it. It's never as hard as they say it is. Just give it your best shot. No rush, no worries. Just take your time. Reach out... You can do it..." As this went on I was focusing on a pen laying on my desk in front of me. Just so I'd have some reason to focus. I didn't really know what to do with my thoughts, but i just remember visualizing... Seeing the pen nudge forward a little. Telling myself that if I kept at this long enough, I'd do it.

And before long, I saw what I knew I'd see: the pen creaked forward a third of an inch. A little, royal blue pen leftover from homework, and it moved forward on its own. I didn't blow, I didn't nudge it with my finger. I just kept thinking "a little forward, just an inch" and there it was.

Then, I began my research. Armed with nothing but a Sony PSP 1000 series at 3 AM, I googled and googles till i couldn't google no more, and wrote down everything I read that I had pencil lead for as quickly as I could, in secret, and hid everything I wrote down from Winslow and Dorothy's totalitarian eyes. Each morning, i reviewed everything I wrote down, memorized it all as much as i could, and practiced until I was blue in the face.

I haven't stopped to this day. And now, for whatever reason that I will never question, I am fully conscious, accepting and aware of one certain thing: I have a gift, a gift that God gave me, for what ultimate reason of its use, I may never know but I have the hunch that he wants me to use my Gift for good only, to heal the wounded, create that which inspires and moves souls forward, calms and soothes, and makes what we call "happiness".

You may think I am delusional, and you certainly wouldn't be the first. But I see it everywhere I go: I am not the only one doing this. All over Port City and Wilmington alike I am being told by the people I make friends with, about other friends they have who possess psychic abilities, some whose powers are nearly on the same level as me, even! Whether it is about tarot, PSI, the metaphysical in general, I hear, see and feel every form of it wherever I walk. I was never alone in this.

People of AutismForums....

I am Ness incarnate.

 

[LuxLuca]

The physics of this sort of phenomenon has always intrigued me. I believe that some things could be possible but are not yet proven yet.

I am not saying that I am at the same page as you quite yet but I am still interested in your experience.

If anything, having abilities would be really awesome!

 

[Kalinychta]

That’s called telekinesis. But have you ever reproduced the experience, or did it only happen just that once? If the latter, I wouldn’t jump to conclusions re: your abilities. Have you tested it?

 

[SusanLR]

I've had experiences I wouldn't even talk about with most people, but, I know it is true for many more
than myself also.

I've always just accepted them without question although I did go for an associates degree in
metaphysics and have taught classes myself at a school for the studies of metaphysics, philosophy
and religions.

Science is now proving all is connected and there are many dimensions of energy levels that exist
beyond what our physical eyes can see.

Everything is energy- all energy vibrates- and it all is consciousness.
Energy cannot be destroyed, but, it can change.
Some have more natural abilities to access the higher levels beyond the body physical.
It doesn't mean those who can are different. We all have the abilities. Most have not
attained them yet.
There are simple practices, like the pen, to help learn how to use psi.
We're all at different focus of consciousness.
Happy growth to you!

 

[UberScout]

That’s called telekinesis. But have you ever reproduced the experience, or did it only happen just that once? If the latter, I wouldn’t jump to conclusions re: your abilities. Have you tested it?

I've been practicing ever since i discovered I could even do it at all, or at least knew how. I've tested it many times, and i promise you i wish i had a camera.

I never stopped practicing.

 

[UberScout]

I've had experiences I wouldn't even talk about with most people, but, I know it is true for many more
than myself also.

I've always just accepted them without question although I did go for an associates degree in
metaphysics and have taught classes myself at a school for the studies of metaphysics, philosophy
and religions.

Science is now proving all is connected and there are many dimensions of energy levels that exist
beyond what our physical eyes can see.

Everything is energy- all energy vibrates- and it all is consciousness.
Energy cannot be destroyed, but, it can change.
Some have more natural abilities to access the higher levels beyond the body physical.
It doesn't mean those who can are different. We all have the abilities. Most have not
attained them yet.
There are simple practices, like the pen, to help learn how to use psi.
We're all at different focus of consciousness.
Happy growth to you!

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Oh thank God in heaven, someone doesn't think I'm crazy! Oh you have no idea what a relief this is to me!

 

[SpiltPaint]

I've been practicing ever since i discovered I could even do it at all, or at least knew how. I've tested it many times, and i promise you i wish i had a camera.

I never stopped practicing.

You said you've been practicing ever since, but didn't state if you could replicate it?

 

[UberScout]

You said you've been practicing ever since, but didn't state if you could replicate it?

Heh, my apologies. Given my temperament, i sometimes neglect to supply enough information.

Yes, I have replicated this many, many times, but of course at some points in time I've had to place my practices in the "back seat" because of *certain* types of people I've dealt with in *certain* types of environments i've been in during my youth; while I DID practice, I unfortunately couldn't as often as I wanted to for those reasons, but I eventually did manage to eke out a schedule. You must understand, friend, that something like this takes much, much time to build over the course of one's life; keep in mind that I first started with PSI at only 14 years old and am still practicing to this day.

Even right now as a matter of fact. If the hotspot i was connected to at the moment wasn't so spotty i'd be glad to post an image of what I'm doing (I'm downtown reading fortunes right now)

 

[UberScout]

I suggest filming it, because without video it's just a guy who says he did something. Anyone can say that so it takes a lot to get people to take it seriously.

Hm, that is quite the predicament, isn't it...

 

[SpiltPaint]

I mean I don't mean to be objective here but you said you've managed to replicate this, so it's hard to imagine that in those times you never thought to film, it would be of paramount importance. You said you wish you had a camera, I find it hard to believe in this technological age a camera isn't available to you. It's likely the device you wrote this on has a camera no?

 

[Tom]

"Psychokinesis experiments have historically been criticized for lack of proper controls and repeatability.[7][8][9][10] There is no good evidence that psychokinesis is a real phenomenon, and the topic is generally regarded as pseudoscience." (Wiki)

 

[SusanLR]

And Galileo was accused of heresy for saying the Earth revolved around the sun.
www.history.com/this-day-in-history/galileo-is-accused-of-heresy

Don't worry what the world says. Ideas that haven't been widely accepted yet takes time.
Experiments can always have loop holes to say the tests fail.
Until psionics becomes common for the many instead of the few, it will be so.
For now it is a personal thing and may be witnessed by a few who could attest to what they
have experienced, but it will not be accepted by those who want to disprove it.

A video is not proof either. There have been many imposters who know how to rig a display
to make it look real.
That's why it is best to not talk about specifics to anyone except those who want to see
or learn. It is very difficult to impossible to teach someone else how to do what is called psi abilities.
We're all at different places on our own journey.
How do you know we are even what we call reality. Many scientests think it's one big hologram.

Psi is like learning to use a part of self that has not been used before. Not in this life anyway.
Follow your calling, but, don't expect others to believe. There is no need for proof.
Time and science will provide.
Until then use what you do to help others and for personal satisfaction. Enjoy and good luck.

 

[SpiltPaint]

And Galileo was accused of heresy for saying the Earth revolved around the sun.
www.history.com/this-day-in-history/galileo-is-accused-of-heresy

Don't worry what the world says. Ideas that haven't been widely accepted yet takes time.
Experiments can always have loop holes to say the tests fail.
Until psionics becomes common for the many instead of the few, it will be so.
For now it is a personal thing and may be witnessed by a few who could attest to what they
have experienced, but it will not be accepted by those who want to disprove it.

A video is not proof either. There have been many imposters who know how to rig a display
to make it look real.
That's why it is best to not talk about specifics to anyone except those who want to see
or learn. It is very difficult to impossible to teach someone else how to do what is called psi abilities.
We're all at different places on our own journey.
How do you know we are even what we call reality. Many scientests think it's one big hologram.

Psi is like learning to use a part of self that has not been used before. Not in this life anyway.
Follow your calling, but, don't expect others to believe. There is no need for proof.
Time and science will provide.
Until then use what you do to help others and for personal satisfaction. Enjoy and good luck.

You're literally comparing apples and oranges using Galileo as a comparison.

Don't get me wrong, Psuedoscience is very interesting, but currently that's all it is. To make such bold claims and not be viewed objectively you'd have to bring significant evidence to the table. I agree video evidence in itself doesn't prove anything either, but it's something.

To prove it you'd first have the prove psionic energy even existed, and since energy is neither created or destroyed then I'd assume the person would believe they're converting there own energy into this psionic energy? What then? You convert it again into kinetic energy to move the object? I'd imagine a process like that would show on a brain scan.

Its definitely an interesting topic, but to have a serious conversation there needs to be some sort of data. If you are interested in psuedoscience the TV series Fringe is awesome.

 

[SusanLR]

Fringe was an awesome series. Enjoyed it very much.

Psi is an interesting topic. Proof is at this point in time difficult to conform to scientific data
although the more "fringe" topics are being tested and new discoveries are happening quickly.
Science is narrowing in on quantum entanglements, black holes, dark energy, consciousness itself,
multi- dimensions. Things we could not prove or even concieve of not so long ago.
I do believe more will be proven in the field of psionic energies in time.

Until then, the proof is to self of those who have experienced it.
I don't consider it a gift. It is just another use of an energy via consciousness.
And there are many levels and types of energy seen by our visual spectrum
or not.

I just feel there is a lot of bias against it. It will be difficult to create some sort of
scientific approved technology or test that will be accepted as proof to the scientific community.

 

[UberScout]

I mean I don't mean to be objective here but you said you've managed to replicate this, so it's hard to imagine that in those times you never thought to film, it would be of paramount importance. You said you wish you had a camera, I find it hard to believe in this technological age a camera isn't available to you. It's likely the device you wrote this on has a camera no?

This phone i'm using has aged quite a bit (my mother first recieved it in 2011), and now there is pure randomness with both the front and the back lens where it just haphazardly decides to freeze, prompting me to reopen the camera app. It's created a lot of unreliability.

Look, i know there needs to be proof, I know that most of you have the belief of "I'll believe it when i see it", nothing wrong with that at all, but you also have to remember, this kind of thing isn't just something I can write a schedule for. I would love to, it would be my most favorite use of my notebooks. But, here's what would happen if i did:

1. Let's say I DO think of a schedule, for example in my journal i write "practice PSI from 10 AM to 10 PM every week, and record results", which just so happens to be when Maddog is most active. Maddog spends much of his time reclined somehow, too comfortable to do much of anything like clean up clutter (god please bless this man). At this point he will have called me downstairs 2-4 times to first pick up clutter in front of him on the couch, then the last two times would be to pick up in the bathroom, but after he goes in there to use it.

2. So, I take care of what he needs those times, but because I was pre-prepared in meditation for my studies, i had to quickly come back up to answer him, and he doesn't like delays at all, so there was no room of time to set it back up until I get done what he needs done, so I have to actually wait until I'm done.

3. So now I've met his criteria, and I'm back upstairs to meditate and then finally begin practicing; for the purposes of this description we'll just say that today i decided to practice with constructs, which is basically a clump of energy that I can literally *think* into being any shape, color and size I want. I can do anything I think of with this clump of energy, literally anything I want it to do, but that's for another thread. Anyway, so, I decide today I'm going to practice programming a construct to go from one room to the other in my house, attempting to dispense positive energy until i say that's enough. I'm upstairs, i finish meditating, and I'm at JUST the right frequency to gather a significant amount of energy to generate a thought form which will be programmed into a construct.

4. But lo and behold, just as I'm able to see the first few flickers of blue and purple between my cupped hands, I once again hear my name, and since Maddog believes in one part military discipline, two parts spare-the-rod-spoil-the-kid, I have no choice but to rush down and answer him. And of course this time, I am tasked with searching Google for a good build for a character on Heroes of the Storm (oh for the love of god, dude!) This, however, takes *more* time because instead of the program of "look for every piece of clutter you can find and dispose of it properly", now it's "keep searching the internet until you find a set of talents and spells that makes Charles not suck at this game", which may or may not take longer depending on what i find.

5. This series of interruptions repeats until either he goes to bed or starts listening to his YouTube mix.

The reason I lament at not provided visible evidence is because of these interruptions; since i have to take extra time to find a place to secure the camera, tell my camera app to start recording, reposition myself and then walk-through my process, even then there's still no guarantee my phone will actually *save* or even *record* anything I do at all because this phone i have is a hand-me-down from the year Barack Obama furiously kicked open a door and it went viral on the internet and the battery shoots down from %80 to %5 if i don't charge it immediately after a TextNow call.

Call it me making excuses, call it me being hysterical, call this phenomenon whatever you want. Open minded, closed minded, hey man, you're a human being and that's all I care about.

I don't blame anyone who thinks I'm delusional for thinking so. This is just my way of telling people that I have seen so much more than the average person sees but there are no photos because how in the fresh and fruity heck was i supposed to know I was going to see or even be the cause of these things? When this stuff first started happening to me I just thought I was a guy that had stupid crazy luck, but then it kept happening and it still is to this day. Don't you worry though, I have a sticky note in fluorescent green hanging off the corner of my TV that says "TAKE PICTURES THIS TIME!" because nowadays I'm expecting this to happen to me.

After all, crazier things have happened before, haven't they? The Universe has mysterious ways of talking to us.

 

[UberScout]

And Galileo was accused of heresy for saying the Earth revolved around the sun.
www.history.com/this-day-in-history/galileo-is-accused-of-heresy

Don't worry what the world says. Ideas that haven't been widely accepted yet takes time.
Experiments can always have loop holes to say the tests fail.
Until psionics becomes common for the many instead of the few, it will be so.
For now it is a personal thing and may be witnessed by a few who could attest to what they
have experienced, but it will not be accepted by those who want to disprove it.

A video is not proof either. There have been many imposters who know how to rig a display
to make it look real.
That's why it is best to not talk about specifics to anyone except those who want to see
or learn. It is very difficult to impossible to teach someone else how to do what is called psi abilities.
We're all at different places on our own journey.
How do you know we are even what we call reality. Many scientests think it's one big hologram.

Psi is like learning to use a part of self that has not been used before. Not in this life anyway.
Follow your calling, but, don't expect others to believe. There is no need for proof.
Time and science will provide.
Until then use what you do to help others and for personal satisfaction. Enjoy and good luck.

Susan... I see a pure soul in you.

Yes. I see a cat somewhere, light fur color... Do you have a cat, SusanLR? Or an animal of any kind? I'm also seeing lots of green with your image, it's like a forest-y, amazon-forest-type of green, the kind you would see on clothes from another part of the world. And...an Evil Eye? Susan, do you have an Evil Eye hanging up somewhere in your home, or on an earring?

 

[SusanLR]

I had a cat with a bond that was almost telepathic.
He didn't obey other family members, but, I could ask him to stay by my side while working the garden
or give him a bath outside and tell him to stay on a towell in the sun while I went back in the house
to get his comb or some article I may have forgotten.

He was a black cat though. He might be white now since he passed when I was 32.
His name was Petie, but, I called him my 11-11 cat due to incidences that happened the day he died.
Briefly: he came to the table I was at and let out a death scream and fell to the floor at 11 am
on November 11.
I put him in a box on a towell and laid shamrock flowers on him and stayed with him all day.
He drank a little milk once that day.
At 11 pm that night, I could see his eyes clouding over and knew it was close.
I held his paw and at 11:11 pm, he took a deep breath, grabbed my hand with his paw, eyes were
totally white, took a deep breath and exhaled. It was over.
I sent him Universal energy for his crossing through me as a conduit.

A few days later, a black cat came walking up the path from the bay. Same path he used a lot.
I called "Petie". He came to me and had a scared look out of his eyes. But, they were his eyes.
His body was no longer the frail cat that died that night. He was muscular unlike any domestic cat
I'd ever seen and shiny hair.
Again I gave him some milk then he walked away. I followed him to a neighbor's drive and
when he went around the corner I could not find him.

I have an Evil eye necklace and ring.

As far as the green...have you seen Kirlian photography? It photographs the aura around you
that the eye of most can't see. The colours change with your emotions. The last photo I had of mine
was all green. Heart chakra.

 

[SusanLR]

Me and two other guys used to practice psi constructs via the PC.
Create that ball of energy and send it over the computer.
We became so good at it, the receiver guessed the shape and colour/or colours of it most everytime.

Here's a natural energy ball of another type:

and a funny one...Deer following orb. Trail cam.

There is much to read on-line about orbs. Photos that show the difference between dust specks
or camera flair vs the real thing.

 

[NB79]

Hi!, i know the spiritual world, and you are playing with 'the dark side' of it, it can only end badly for you,
i know what i am talking about, this voices that tell you to do stuff and who moves the objects if that is true, are what the bible calls you know what... This is not from God, i would get scared and run to God quickly before is too late if you are aware of this.

 

[SusanLR]

Hi!, i know the spiritual world, and you are playing with 'the dark side' of it, it can only end badly for you,
i know what i am talking about, this voices that tell you to do stuff and who moves the objects if that is true, are what the bible calls you know what... This is not from God, i would get scared and run to God quickly before is too late if you are aware of this.

Thanks for your reply.
There are differences in beliefs though.
No voices tell me to do anything.