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Scared of my own family!!!!

UberScout

UberScout

Please Don't Be Mad At Me 02/09/1996
V.I.P Member
Every morning is a schedule of yelling and screaming matches.

Every day is a manic phase in my stepdad.

Everything about my family is just anger and rage

And i want out!!! I want to leave this freaking circus I'm in!! I can't step out my own bedroom door without two people trying to kill each other!!! I have to get myself high every day just to cope with it all!! My weighted blanket doesn't even work like it used to on me!!!

And somehow, MY STEPFATHER HAS BEEN SPYING ON ME BEING ACTIVE ON THIS WEBSITE!!!

I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!
 
CHARLES, STOP LOOKING AT MY FORUM POSTS!! THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TIME TO MYSELF!! I STAY OUT OF YOUR BUSINESS, YOU STAY OUT OF MINE!!!
 
Oh did I mention my birthday is in four days and none of this has changed according to that. The one day that my side of the world revolves around me and I have to turn 25 watching planet of the apes in my living room.

This is why i tell people I hate my life.
 
You gotta get out of there. And change your password to this forum.

I apologize for maybe stating the obvious without giving much in the way of useful advice, so take this as some validation.
 
My family is like that, where my parents and sometimes my brother just argued all the time. Daily, constant screaming matches about the same crap, over and over.

I don't blame you for how you handle it, especially if they have done that your entire life like mine did. Dealing with that is too much to ask of an autistic person and there are limits to how long even an NT person can tolerate it.

And by the way, happy birthday. (Mine is on Sunday, we are sort of birthday buddies lol!)

I'm very sorry to hear that you might have to deal with this on your birthday. For me that always made it more infuriating, because it highlights how much they don't care about dealing with things normally for five seconds.

I got to a point where I just let everyone, including myself, forget my birthday was even a thing. I hope that you never have to consider doing that to deal with how stressful it is.
 
It makes you feel awful to hear this all the time I'm sure.
I'm in the same situation, only not with family.
That's the problem. My family was always so calm and secure, but, now I have no family.
Both parents have died and I've no other people.
I house share with an elderly man who talks to people like yours sound like.
Always yelling and screaming about something. Even out in public or in the car to other drivers
who can't even hear him, but, I do. And it makes me upset just to have to go somewhere with him.

If you can get away and make it, I'd be happy for you.
I put up with it do to lack of money and physical disabilities.
Yes, coming to the forums is my escape too. That's why I stay up all night! My time!
 
Are there specific reasons why you cannot leave and live elsewhere? Lack of financial resources, inability to be self-sufficient or things like that? If you can do it, then move!
 
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