HedgingHogs
New Member
Hi all, I'm new here. I wanted to talk about a very "strange" autistic special interest of mine. I do standardized tests (and other tests) in my free time for fun. I especially love the ACT/SAT (American college entrance exams). Something about the structure of it is very enjoyable to me. Printing them out and filling out a bubble sheet is especially satisfying, but even the test content itself is fun; it feels like I'm playing a game. Keep in mind I'm 24 and a recent Master's graduate, and I have a full-time office job now, so it's not like I'm studying for anything.
I also search for high school and college math tests in my favorite areas (especially discrete math and calculus) and take those, timing myself and keeping the enforced testing conditions.
Sometimes I feel proud to be "different" and "unique," but most of the time I feel alone and "weird". Even some of my autistic friends think it's bizarre and have laughed at me. I've been doing poorly lately for other reasons, and doing these tests has made me happier until I realize how weird and possibly "cringy" it makes me as a person.
I guess I have two questions. 1) Does anybody else have this special interest? I want to know if I'm truly alone in this. 2) Do you have any special interests that make you feel "weird" or alone? And how do you cope?
I also search for high school and college math tests in my favorite areas (especially discrete math and calculus) and take those, timing myself and keeping the enforced testing conditions.
Sometimes I feel proud to be "different" and "unique," but most of the time I feel alone and "weird". Even some of my autistic friends think it's bizarre and have laughed at me. I've been doing poorly lately for other reasons, and doing these tests has made me happier until I realize how weird and possibly "cringy" it makes me as a person.
I guess I have two questions. 1) Does anybody else have this special interest? I want to know if I'm truly alone in this. 2) Do you have any special interests that make you feel "weird" or alone? And how do you cope?