As I am breaking away from my blood family currently, all of the pain they inflicted upon me floods back through my head. All of the blatant lies. All of the covert incest. All of the gaslighting. All of the infantilization from them which never ended, even when I was well into adulthood. All of the ableism.
I wish I could say I have moved past these feelings, but every time I remember the things that happened, it hurts as if it happened just a few seconds ago.
This cannot do. I need to move past this stage ASAP.
I wish I could say I have moved past these feelings, but every time I remember the things that happened, it hurts as if it happened just a few seconds ago.
This cannot do. I need to move past this stage ASAP.