I found out the true colors of my therapist but let's go back. It started with the emotional text I sent to my coffee shop girl friend who I thought did not want to be my friend because of the way she was not interested in talking to me on Sunday after previous disclosing my autism. My yoga teacher supported me after I broke down who has been a great support. After class when I got the text I was so emotional and nervous I could barely walk so she helped me as I walked home. We both read the text together and it was a big understanding as my friend was just having a bad day and it had nothing to do with me.
I went to the park then walked to the therapist and got lost so when she called I learned her true colors. I was panicking but she did not care and told me that if I kept yelling she was going to hang up. I found out myself how to get there.
When I got there I was emotional, displaying all the stimming autistic traits even interrupting speech and she said I had to leave if I did not stop. All this time the past weeks since telling her about my coffee shop girl friend she was always saying how I would lose her as a friend because of my texting her too much and trauma dumping even though I even told the coffee shop girl directly and she said it was fine and she won't get angry.
What really was insulting was when I mentioned solo hangs and how I finally understand how men hang out solo to tell personal things and women hang out solo too tell personal things like my friend did this Sunday because she felt down. My therapist had the nerve to say but I hang out with my guy friends solo but you can't because you think emotionally romantic and you are going to lose her as a friend. Basically I am no good for any girl because I am autistic.
When I told my mother this tonight I got so emotional and cried and nearly had a meltdown. This therapist is a college student and I said to my mother who knows how college girls treated me like dirt by ignoring me, walking away from me, talking to other people and giving me dirty looks. I nearly lost it screaming and saying things like I hate college girls. I held my mother's hand while she calmed me down. It took a while to calm me down.
Basically now I am out of Prozac on Sunday and they won't refill it. The bad student therapist I trusted putting in notes all this time was putting down I was bipolar and schizophrenia. My mother is going there tomorrow with me and demand they refill it or take legal action. She is going to do all the talking since I am too emotional.
My parents found a promising clinic just for autism that is in industry city which is in sunset park that looks like a good staff. She is going to check it out tomorrow.
I am also going to meet my friend on Thursday which I asked for and me and him are going to have a quick bite to eat to really talk.
I went to the park then walked to the therapist and got lost so when she called I learned her true colors. I was panicking but she did not care and told me that if I kept yelling she was going to hang up. I found out myself how to get there.
When I got there I was emotional, displaying all the stimming autistic traits even interrupting speech and she said I had to leave if I did not stop. All this time the past weeks since telling her about my coffee shop girl friend she was always saying how I would lose her as a friend because of my texting her too much and trauma dumping even though I even told the coffee shop girl directly and she said it was fine and she won't get angry.
What really was insulting was when I mentioned solo hangs and how I finally understand how men hang out solo to tell personal things and women hang out solo too tell personal things like my friend did this Sunday because she felt down. My therapist had the nerve to say but I hang out with my guy friends solo but you can't because you think emotionally romantic and you are going to lose her as a friend. Basically I am no good for any girl because I am autistic.
When I told my mother this tonight I got so emotional and cried and nearly had a meltdown. This therapist is a college student and I said to my mother who knows how college girls treated me like dirt by ignoring me, walking away from me, talking to other people and giving me dirty looks. I nearly lost it screaming and saying things like I hate college girls. I held my mother's hand while she calmed me down. It took a while to calm me down.
Basically now I am out of Prozac on Sunday and they won't refill it. The bad student therapist I trusted putting in notes all this time was putting down I was bipolar and schizophrenia. My mother is going there tomorrow with me and demand they refill it or take legal action. She is going to do all the talking since I am too emotional.
My parents found a promising clinic just for autism that is in industry city which is in sunset park that looks like a good staff. She is going to check it out tomorrow.
I am also going to meet my friend on Thursday which I asked for and me and him are going to have a quick bite to eat to really talk.