What is friendship ? what is Relationship ?

[KiranKai]

you might have watched my video anyway,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zHMHRFaJSWA

What is the Identity of a friend ? in real world and in digital dimensions ?
how would I know that if a person is my friend ?
How would I know that if a person wants to be in a relationship out of me when I do not understand what it is?
what is the identity of Friends or Relationships ?
I am asking this as Aspie please do not think as if I am lying I am not lying I do not lie. I can I know if a person is my friend in anyway ?
I have posted in my FB account that "No one is my friend" to all my NT's classmates.
is it a mistake to tell all people that they are not my friend when they think that I am their friend ?

How and in what way would I know if I can get a friend ? online / real world ?
How would I acknowledge friendships or relationships ?
Everysince I was kid I have been living in loneliness and solitude I do not have enough experience to feel and understand these things.

 

[Ste11aeres]

you might have watched my video anyway,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zHMHRFaJSWA

is it a mistake to tell all people that they are not my friend when they think that I am their friend ?

That would hurt their feelings. If you want a friendship with that person, then it is good that they think that. If they say you are their friend, then you can say Thank You. If you do not want a friendship with that person, don't say "you are not my friend" say instead "I have difficulty with friendships and I prefer to be on my own right now. It is not because of something wrong with you, but because that is the way I am right now"

 

[KiranKai]

They have their own friends and relationships and my meltdown provoked it to happen is this my fault ?