So I'm having one of those days where I just didn't quite get enough sleep after an exhausting day and I forced myself out of bed even though I knew I 'needed' more sleep. My body is very particular about getting just the right amount of sleep. Now I have this background tension, some physical anxiety, foggy headedness, irrational agitation, and inexplicable urge to fall apart and cry for no reason. Everything is 100x more difficult.
I describe feeling like this as being "a 4 year old that missed nap time". It's REALLY hard to push through and it eats up my day if I don't go back to sleep for awhile; which a lot of times you can't just 'go back to bed' in the middle of the day. Like today.
So what exactly is happening in the brain and body? Why does it do this? Wouldn't it be enough to just feel tired or slow? Why the urge to cry, and the crankiness, and the frustration with EVERYTHING? My brain and body want to have a total toddler tantrum; screech and throw inanimate objects and start bawling! >____> Why?!
And, less importantly, is this an ASD thing or do NT's get this way, too?
I describe feeling like this as being "a 4 year old that missed nap time". It's REALLY hard to push through and it eats up my day if I don't go back to sleep for awhile; which a lot of times you can't just 'go back to bed' in the middle of the day. Like today.
So what exactly is happening in the brain and body? Why does it do this? Wouldn't it be enough to just feel tired or slow? Why the urge to cry, and the crankiness, and the frustration with EVERYTHING? My brain and body want to have a total toddler tantrum; screech and throw inanimate objects and start bawling! >____> Why?!
And, less importantly, is this an ASD thing or do NT's get this way, too?