Most year's I would be anticipating the big party downtown, I love people watching and my photography on New Year's Eve, the energy of the crowd... I know I'm an oddball Aspie for even saying that
This year? Every major public holiday was cancelled (Covid!), most major events (ditto)
I reminisced over last year's New Year's Eve photos earlier today, it almost depressed me.
I know this all sounds so selfish when there were very real health effects and deaths this past year, economic effects which I'm in the middle of, it has now been almost one year since I was laid off, still looking for work in an almost nonexistent job market
Despite all of those real life issues, I missed all the fun of this past year, the events, the sense of celebration which was taken away, including tonight
We aren't in hard lockdown, so I might just wander downtown to perhaps capture (safely) random bits of New Year's Eve
Meantime feeling a little blue right now
This year? Every major public holiday was cancelled (Covid!), most major events (ditto)
I reminisced over last year's New Year's Eve photos earlier today, it almost depressed me.
I know this all sounds so selfish when there were very real health effects and deaths this past year, economic effects which I'm in the middle of, it has now been almost one year since I was laid off, still looking for work in an almost nonexistent job market
Despite all of those real life issues, I missed all the fun of this past year, the events, the sense of celebration which was taken away, including tonight
We aren't in hard lockdown, so I might just wander downtown to perhaps capture (safely) random bits of New Year's Eve
Meantime feeling a little blue right now
