Ergophobia

Hi I'm Amy and I have ergophobia it mainly stemmed from when I was at school it lead to pressures and expectations from my family this lead to my depression when I was in and out of hospital and in a psychiatric unit for 9 months after I got discharged my parents assumed I was better I just was being safe because there was no point cos I wouldve just keep going round in circles, a good few years passed and I developed ergophobia because of anxiety about certain aspects of work, no one understands and I want to know if other people have ergophobia like me, sometimes I feel hopeless I feel like if I keep getting pressured I might make a turn for the worst, I also envy animals for not having any responsibilities that we do and it gets very hard to live in my own body alot of the time,

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