I feel like the people here are walking all over me as if I don’t exist. And then if that’s not bad enough, there’s those kinds of people that DO recognize me but they are very dismissive and judgmental. Then when I manage to stand up for myself, I get dismissed once again being told that I’m too “confrontational” and “attention seeking”.
They see my needs to talk to someone as nothing but petty complaints. If someone is being hurtful and I call them out for it, I get isolated and so many people will come to their defense and claim that I am the one who’s doing wrong, it is MY fault that they act this way, I am the one who is jumping to conclusions and causing all these fights, what they say to me and the names they call me is NOT a personal attack but a “disagreement”, I am the problem for taking everything “personally”, whatever they say to me is “justified” because I am doing something to them that they don’t like, etc.
It sucks. People hate my guts. They hate me because of me being myself, because I don’t fit in to their norm, because they see me as nothing but a spoiled brat and a crotch goblin. No one takes me seriously anymore, they only tend to see my “bad side” and then judge me entirely. They side with jerks and meanies and they always tell me something is wrong with ME, nothing I do to them is right, they justify all the horrible things and blame it all on me.
They hate that I am me. They want me to walk on eggshells just to please them and not turn them off in any way, they are hypocritical and they push me around.
It seems everyone is against me nowadays, just for simply being myself.
They see my needs to talk to someone as nothing but petty complaints. If someone is being hurtful and I call them out for it, I get isolated and so many people will come to their defense and claim that I am the one who’s doing wrong, it is MY fault that they act this way, I am the one who is jumping to conclusions and causing all these fights, what they say to me and the names they call me is NOT a personal attack but a “disagreement”, I am the problem for taking everything “personally”, whatever they say to me is “justified” because I am doing something to them that they don’t like, etc.
It sucks. People hate my guts. They hate me because of me being myself, because I don’t fit in to their norm, because they see me as nothing but a spoiled brat and a crotch goblin. No one takes me seriously anymore, they only tend to see my “bad side” and then judge me entirely. They side with jerks and meanies and they always tell me something is wrong with ME, nothing I do to them is right, they justify all the horrible things and blame it all on me.
They hate that I am me. They want me to walk on eggshells just to please them and not turn them off in any way, they are hypocritical and they push me around.
It seems everyone is against me nowadays, just for simply being myself.
