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Rena's Golden Land
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Having a bad day where i feel worthless and tired. Not feeling much anything, it doesn't have any reason. It feels like coming home though,it even makes me nostalgic over my childhood. Makes me feel authentic.
People who always talk about possibilities, relationships and stuff might as well...
I am so scared to drive alone without my parents. I don't know the roads well even the ones near my home. I somehow never noticed which road goes which direction.
Honestly even neurotypical people have so much trouble navigating traffic here. It's horrible. Even when i work it seems i will have...
It feels like my parents pity me for having faith in our legal system and generally being a naive and dumb person easily gullible. I guess from their perspective i am dumb. Good thing i don't see the world from their eyes. Otherwise i would have committed suicide already.
Even if i am not able...
I never thought i could become the person i want to be, but here i am liking and appreciating myself. When i was a child i felt like i was a plant in a desert trying to survive, needing rain but never getting it.
I felt helpless and trapped. I felt like i knew all about the world already, and...
Never finished it but i really liked that part:
"Nakata let his body relax, switched off his mind, allowing things to flow through him. This was natural for him, something he'd done ever since he was a child, without a second thought. Before long the borders of his consciousness fluttered...
I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose my only friend but i dont want to lose the person in my heart either. I still love him want to be with him after i die. But i don't want to hurt her. I want to make both of them happy. And i know i am not able to be in a relationship with him. Even...
I only fell in love once, and i wish to be in love with him forever. I feel like my soul was saved by loving him. That i was given so much happiness i would be able to go on living no matter how many bad things happen.
Sometimes i watch a drama that reminds me of this love and i cry for a...
So i recently started a new chinese drama about an eccentric chinese opera performer and a wealthy businessman who becomes his supporter and his best friend/soulmate ahahah.
I really love it a lot so far and it made me recognize a pattern in the fictional works i consume and love: Two...
Well i actually don't but i hate being a office lawyer and earning slightly higher than minimum wage after working my ass off all my life. I want to earn more. I don't want to depend on my parents for everything. My parents were still paying my bills even when i was working because there was no...
I am scared of being abandoned. I know someday my parents will die and i will be alone. I know life will have no meaning after they die and hope to die soon after them. I don't know how i will manage my property and i am scared i will be left penniless and in the streets. I don't want such a...
Or should i say wine party ahahah. I feel strong and capable. I can't wait to get a job. I feel like i don't even have to pretend this time to be taken seriously since my legal knowledge is increasing.
Watch this become a Tgcf blog soon and me gushing over hualian as usual
Well since i had a break i have only been studying legal texts for about.. 2 weeks? I am really not sure I'll have to get back to my fandom activities soon!
A good news is i have succesfully dissociated myself from her...