A personal blog, where I write about my thoughts, feelings, experiences, interests, problems, hopes, fears & dreams, etc. I'm just groping around in the dark, trying to find my way, trying to understand myself & others, trying to connect with other people. I need to express myself, & I want to be heard, understood & accepted by someone, anyone, anywhere. I want to feel like I belong somewhere & my life matters. And I want to be a good person & do something good for this world.