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Markness

Markness

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  • Markness
    Will others celebrate with me when I finally find love after feeling like it would never come into my life?
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    At the very least, SHE will...
    Markness
    This pig will walk on the water, this pig will walk on the sea! This pig will walk wherever he wants! Walk on me!
    tree
    tree
    Sure can't post the title or full lyrics to that one.
    Markness
    Markness
    Good song but not safe for work.
    Markness
    I want to make a positive topic before I post regularly again. I have an idea for it but I keep dozing off when I get home.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Doze off & post about an awesome nap?
    Any desire to post positive stuff is in itself positive.
    Markness
    The fact the toddler boy at the library liked me months back is proof I would not be an abusive parent.
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Not meaning to be blunt - but a moment in a library with a toddler isn't the same as being a parent. I wouldn't say abuse would be a primary concern. But a parent who is prone to worry, catastrophic thinking and depression has the potential to rub off on the child. Also, research would indicate genetics in ASD and other disorders has a part to play.
    Markness
    No fuzzy feeling in my head after taking adderall today. I wonder why I still feel indecisive, though.
    tree
    tree
    You expect a chemical to change your beliefs?
    Markness
    Markness
    I thought it would change my neural patterns. I didn’t really factor in beliefs.
    Markness
    I feel put out I missed the college registration deadline. :(
    tree
    tree
    I did that once, too. Missed the deadline.
    Markness
    Markness
    It was a combination of low funds and indecision on what I should major in (Getting asked that is thorny for me) as well as not having a good laptop and I don’t have a PC. I use my iPhone mainly because my laptop is junk.
    tree
    tree
    My miss was less complicated. I just had the wrong date. I would have paid extra, if that had been an option, to go to school that semester. But, it wasn't a fatal error. I was definitely on time to sign up for the next semester.
    Markness
    Why did I even attempt anything when it was all for nothing? :(
    oregano
    oregano
    Most of my attempts were for nothing too, but at least I tried, and I learned from having tried, and I'm a better person for it.
    tree
    tree
    Markness.....So, you don't believe in incremental progress, incremental learning? It's all or nothing; perfect achievement or total failure?
    Markness
    Markness
    My mind thinks that way. A lot of it has to do with how I was brought up and words like “incremental” were considered “liberal words”. Is it possible to change how my mind processes things?
    Markness
    According to someone, I was attractive until my hairline receded and that I am ugly now. He also said it’s why I don’t have a girlfriend. :(
    Markness
    I haven’t drawn anything for a long time and my guitar is collecting dust. Life denied me the talent for both things.
    oregano
    oregano
    When I was a few years old mom took me to an elderly pediatrician for my medical issues and he said he thought I would be a musician, so she bought a guitar. It rotted in a closet for 15 years before she sold it. I'm more suited to a soldering iron. Lesson: find something you're suited to. It's not always what you expect.
    tree
    tree
    Practice doesn't necessarily make perfect, but it works better than not trying.
    Markness
    I don’t care if others are tired of me saying it. I feel sad because I don’t have a relationship. :(
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    Leah (lay-uh)
    Leah (lay-uh)
    Similar boat, am trying to detox from my abuser but I’m trying to understand that having no relationship is far better than having a bad one!
    tree
    tree
    Markness --- When you say how you feel, people tell you to *snap out of it*/knock it off/grow up....etc? So then you feel sad & angry, and inferior? For not meeting expectations (yours & other people's)?
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    The more time you dedicate to something - the better you get at it. Depression is no different.
    Markness
    I feel like I did back in 2006 when I learned I had Aspergers all over again. Sad, alone, and hopeless. :(
    Markness
    Why did life deny me happiness?
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    It's not life - it's your perspective.
    tree
    tree
    Frequent use of the passive voice, I see in your comments. Gives the impression that you regard yourself an object being acted upon, more than you see yourself the active subject.
    Markness
    Just found out the lady I met today is in a relationship. :(
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    Markness
    Markness
    Any potential social growth will once again being denied to me. That’s been happening to me since my developmental years.
    tree
    tree
    "denied to you"....as if there were a panel of judges, doling out rewards.
    Markness
    Markness
    Turns out she was just dating someone and it didn’t pan out. But apparently she’s dating someone else again.
    Markness
    I was told I am too ugly to ever have a girlfriend. :(
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    oregano
    oregano
    Uh, I think you need to re-read up on the basics of genetics. Pay attention to the fact that with megafauna like humans, where there are many many possible genetic combinations, a man/woman may not look precisely like any ancestor.
    oregano
    oregano
    Sometimes people just have the shortest straw pulled for them, and it's not their fault.
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    That being said, your relatives will be sure to remind you how much you look (& act) like Uncle So & So... ;)
    (And I believe that you know that, too.)
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