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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    I just remembered something about that dream I had about the white cockatoo. I remember seeing a cockatiel as well, and another green parrot, It wasn't a conure, I think it was a ringneck... no, it wasn't a ring neck, it was a budgie! I used to have a blue budgerigar parakeet named Sparky, when I was 8, and he died after my mother accidentally gave him tap water... but why would I see the green one and those others?
    UberScout
    Meditated to this and it only took me 9:21 to reali-- Oh, dear God almighty, what the HELL have I been posting?! *looking through previous status updates* Saints Alive, did I really type all that?!! Jesus! No, no, no that is NOT me! That is NOT how I normally think! I am SO sorry you guys had to read all that!!
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    Misery
    Misery
    Honestly I think everyone falls into that sort of dark mood from time to time. And sometimes we just need something to give a bit of a push to get out of it.
    Misery
    Misery
    And for what it's worth, I also tend to have that sort of response once I snap out of that state. That whole "what the heck? Why did I do ANY of that? I let [whatever] get to me AGAIN! Ridiculous, must stop doing that..." Is how it goes for me every time.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    ...So that's why I saw the birds in my dream earlier. They flew off and disappeared because they were representing the frustration I was feeling... it was Sparky telling me I need to let go of those feelings. I see now. Even in death, my old friend from that time is still guiding me...
    UberScout
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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Stay with us on the safe side of the fence. You are cared for and valued on the forum and beyond. Remember how much Aloe needs you. Others need you, too.
    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "Listen to them, Tyler! They're all telling the truth!"
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Thank you, Aloe. Please protect Tyler like you always do.
    UberScout
    I've gone so long without my phone that now that I have it, I have no idea what I want to do on it now.
    UberScout
    Fell asleep, had a dream that I owned a cockatoo, was actually happy in my dream.. Woke up remembering how depressed I was.
    UberScout
    Now, let's see what there is to steal from my family...
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    Luca
    Probably not the best course of action. If you need financial support, there are better ways to get it. Even something like creating things and selling them counts. You don’t have to resort to stealing.
    UberScout
    I have lost ALL faith in my family and in life.
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    tree
    tree
    That sounds like you're saying you're willing to continue in the family situation
    as long as you can get high to make it more bearable.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    DAMN IT, TREE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO, I'M OUT OF IDEAS!
    tree
    tree
    I realize that.
    UberScout
    I have officially given up trying to enjoy life and from now on I will now permanently stop seeking ways to enjoy it. There is no love in this house, everyone only cares about their own mental health and doesn't care to help anyone else ("What do you want me to do, Tyler?!"), there is nothing but punishments and false accusations here. And since my SSI check will never pay for my own place, I am permanently stuck
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    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Well, it's just a fact. You need your own place. To get that you need to focus on a few basic things. And you're good at focusing on spesific things you set your mind to. Becoming evil isn't productive, it won't help at all.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Forest Cat If I need my own place I'll just build a shack behind my house.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Ok, but I think you should aim higher than a shack. Either way, good luck with everything.
    UberScout
    No weed, no Bang, what's a guy to do? Simple, he unscrews his pipe and scoops out some resin for a poor man's bowl. Had some really nice preroll shorties the other day, THC-O & THC-P, resin infused, Skywalker. From what I've learned, resin balls are twice as strong as the d8 you smoked it into.... so.... Yep, I'm on Saturn rn :P
    UberScout
    Resin ball. Delta 8 infused. Gonna slap on headphones and listen to hypno. Chilling with Aloe too.
    UberScout
    I was listening to that remix after a wake n bake; Idk about anyone else but delta 8 makes music sounds GOLDEN when I have it.
    UberScout
    (Me with my D&D stuff out, Dwarven accent)

    NOE YEW MUST GOE TAE THE MEWNTAINS OF GRINDITSKRIFFKILGEN AND RETRIEVE THE SARRD OF HILGFILKETSKRIDDLEFILGILGENHILF
    UberScout
    YALL GRIP
    C'MON HUSTLE ON, MOVE YO ASS
    MY CLIP
    BE SOME .22 HAVIN' THAT
    MY CRIPS
    BE THE ONES GON' BEATCHO ASS
    (Sorry, Maddog was listening to an Eminem remix. BEST music to play a VR boxing game to.)
    UberScout
    INSANE IN THE MEMBRAAAAANE
    CRAZYINSANE
    GOT NO BRAIIIIIN
    tree
    tree
    That's one for which I am not going to offer a link to the lyrics.
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