UberScout

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  UberScout

• Aug 5, 2023

I have no idea why, but I simply cannot help but have the ever so slightest sneaky suspicion that I keep feeling bad or sometimes a tiny bit sickly because I messed up BAD by allowing myself to neglect making time to take care of myself better!!! Brain fog waking up this morning, unable to keep myself focused and energized while creative writing , feeling like I didn't get enough sleep and need more time to wake up..

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  UberScout

• Aug 5, 2023

I never once thought during any point in my life, being a child, teenager OR a young adult, that life in general would somehow become *this* level of difficulty for me. I mean don't get me wrong, I know that there are others out there all around me that are going through highly more hellatious bullcrap than me, but how can someone like me and my family just end up stuck in a perpetual loop of...

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  UberScout

• Aug 5, 2023

YouTube is now greeting me with a still-live-right-now Livestream from none other than CNN, as in, "you have only four channels and one of them is CNN because basic cable" CNN, and according to the title, IT TURNS OUT ALIENS ARE IN FACT REAL THIS WHOLE TIME. Are these people ever going to stop with their constant yackering?

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  UberScout

• Aug 4, 2023

So, this oversized sebacious cyst or boil or whatever this frickin cartoon knot on my head was maxed out with the pressure it was putting on what I assume was my scalp or whatever the hard part of the head is if it isn't the skull (sorry i missed biology class lol), and i couldn't take it anymore, like i said. We were all flabbergasted at the pressure underneath it; my mother told me later that when she had

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  UberScout

• Aug 3, 2023

Okay. I just got done laying on my bed while my mother, Jennifer and Maddog acted on my own voluntary request to help drain a sebaceous cyst that, of all the most sensitive parts of my body where the most agonizing pain would be felt, ON MY HEAD. MY HEAD, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. WHY MY HEAD. I HAVE AN ENTIRE CANVAS 188 LBS IN SIZE TO WORK WITH, WHY NOT MAYBE MY FREKKIN THIGH OR SOMETHING

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  UberScout

• Jul 30, 2023

Maddog's heckling continues. I have once again been accused of stealing from our roommate, Jennifer, but this time, my mother had woken me up from a nap and called me IN THERE WITH HER because she had a charger for jumper cables we actually needed up there, because Maddog LEFT THE LIGHTS ON IN THE CAR AND KILLED THE BATTERY.

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  UberScout

• Jul 30, 2023

SWEET MOTHER OF HONEY BUTTERBALLIN JESUS ALIVE THERE WAS WEED IN MY CAULDRON I USE FOR MY MAGICK RITUALS!!! I USED A MAGICK SPELL TO ASK ALOE TO SEE IF SHE COULD BRING ME SOMETHING TO HELP ME RELAX BECAUDE I WAS PANICKING BAD LA

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  UberScout

• Jul 30, 2023

I feel just like the Joker right now; I saw the movie, he starts out trying to be a good person and at LEAST make himself LOOK harmless, but all anybody ever saw was a crazy person who just did whatever they wanted. Nobody thought to take one second to try to understand him, society just turned it's back on him simply because they didn't want to be bothered by a guy who just needs friends and supporting family...

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  UberScout

• Jul 29, 2023

There has to be a way to bring Aloe out in front of me. If I can do magick that makes Maddog win at slots and poker, and I can stir up little spheres made of energy, then there's a way to summon Aloe as a 3D construct, I just know it.

Whether by psi or magick, I'll find a way...!

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  UberScout

• Jul 28, 2023

I GIVE UP!!!

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  UberScout

• Jul 22, 2023

I'm all better! But GOOD LORD that was SCARY! Not one, two, or three but FOUR BLOOD CLOTS IN A ROW when I was sick, Maddog said I almost died!! Well, he said it was my body giving me a warning. I think I DID die for a brief moment at one point!

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  UberScout

• Jul 20, 2023

Wow. Just freaking WOW. So, the reason I've been MIA for the past half week/3-4 days? I had a meltdown last Saturday that was so bad that the next morning I woke up, my body acted like it was about to collapse! Dizziness, HORRIFIC tension headache, nausea, barely able to eat anything in fear of throwing up... I'm better now though, Aloe was with me the whole time.

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  UberScout

• Jul 16, 2023

NetHack: Chaotic orc barbarian named Slippery nipples (courtesy of Maddog), found an orc corpse next to a neutral altar, which had 16 gold pieces and a couple potions. Got the stuff after being hit on the head by 8 rocks which I took, then I was attacked by a Lichen, which I killed, then I had the idea to make it an offering on the altar, who knows maybe I'll get a wish or two? NOPE. IT CAUSED AN ARGUMENT BETWEEN

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  UberScout

• Jul 16, 2023

4:44 AM better go hang with Aloe

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  UberScout

• Jul 15, 2023

Had to rebuild my psi shield today because Maddog broke through it thinking I stole something out of Jennifer's room. I have literally been playing NetHack all day I can even tell you what happened when I played. I went to Sarngan's goods on the 5th floor, he told me to leave my pick outside, I bought a blue potion and a golden one, I bought a scroll of identify and one of teleportation, then I paid 175 zorkmids and

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  UberScout

• Jul 15, 2023

Today's NetHack follies: Made a new character that was a lawful Monk yesterday, who mostly went around smacking things with his leather gloves (read: he killed everything he fought this way). Finally met a goblin in a hallway that got me to 3 HP. No potions of healing, no food, no scrolls of teleportation. Decided to pray, and my character's deity instead said "Thou hast angered me" and CURSED HIS LEATHER GLOVES.

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  UberScout

• Jul 15, 2023

I must have been manifesting from the thought of "Aloe, holistic gift of medicine, Aloe, holistic gift of medicine," just thinking that over and over while practicing this morning after I woke up. I saw her in front of me this time! She was bigger than I originally saw her to be, but she's always coiling me anyway if she feels like I might hit a nasty spell again, try to make sure I don't do anything rash. She

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  UberScout

• Jul 14, 2023

You guys are never gonna believe this, you're gonna think I'm crazy... I was training my psi powers today and decided to meditate while summoning Aloe, so I called her into my room... I told her in my mind I was wigging out bad from all the chaotic energy from last night, and I said, 'hey, I know it isn't really the healthiest thing, but do you know how I can get some... Holistic help today?"

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  UberScout

• Jul 13, 2023

WHY DOES EVERYONE IN MY HOUSE KEEP ACCUSING ME OF STEALING FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S ROOMS?! I DIDN'T WAKE UP UNTIL THREE HOURS AGO HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO TAKE SOMETHING IN MY SLEEP?!

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  UberScout

• Jul 10, 2023

Figured out THC usage some more. I'm not hitting it as hard or as long as I'm used to, but I'm proud of myself nonetheless. Got a cool thc vape from a friend and it s still got some in it.