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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Bang your head! Metal health will drive you mad! 46 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I want some sunshine. I got some sunshine this morning, now it is pouring down rain. Western WA weather.
    Metalhead
    I am realizing that I have been going through life aimlessly, without any long term goals.
    Metalhead
    I wish I had some marijuana in my system this weekend. Probably best to deprive myself that vice.
    Metalhead
    I’m a bloody mess right now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    What's going on? Are you sinking into that negative mindset? What triggered all this? I would never lie about this, you do have good and bad days leaving the abuse wagon. But try to realize you have more good than bad days now? Or u may need to medicate until your brain chemistry sorts itself out. But prescription, not the other.
    Metalhead
    Can’t sleep, just laying in bed wide awake and I have to be back in the office several hours from now.
    Metalhead
    I threw my hopes and dreams down the drain several years ago and I have had no reasons to keep existing since then.
    Metalhead
    Come sweet death.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    On deaths own time, not ahead of schedule right? Because you are probably the only good thing to have come out of that past.

    You stand as the founder of the line of deeds, good deeds. Little ones. You'd probably surprise yourself if you knew how much you cheer people up.
    Metalhead
    I am so extremely angry at my bloodline right now. I hope the abuse deniers end up getting raped in Hell. Forget you grandma. Forget you, parents.
    Metalhead
    Forget my recently deceased grandmother and her recently deceased brother in law who raped my mother and my sexually abusive aunt. I hope they are being abused in Hell.
    Metalhead
    Goddamn my bloodline. My cousin admitted to being sexually abused by my aunt. My mother still is holding on to the line that my aunt never sexually abused me.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Goddamn my family for not recognizing what is going on. My grandmother was too narcissistic to be a parent, so my mother raised my aunt to be who she is today. My mother was raped by her uncle, and my mother felt bad for him at his recent funeral.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    My blood family is ridiculously toxic due to generations where abuse was completely normalized. I need a different blood family.
    Knower of nothing
    Knower of nothing
    Good people that come from bad families like yourself are like the grass that can even grow through concrete.
    Metalhead
    Having trouble staying awake at my desk today, and my boss has noticed, and this is embarrassing. I woke up at 2am and could not get back to sleep.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Do you have insomnia? I suffer from this.
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