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Metalhead

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  • If one does not love oneself first, how the hell can that person love anybody else? Selfishness is not necessarily a bad thing in this case.
    I feel like I am a worthless fat piggy, and that I will never be worth anything until I lose my disgusting fat piggy belly. I probably should not eat for a few months - I have enough calories in my beer belly to support me for that long.
    I feel like going to the gym twice daily while keeping my caloric intake around 1K a day. I hate being so fat that my mother and stepfather chastise me and outright insult me about it every time they see me - the weight I lost so far means nothing to them.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are doing it, one day at a time. Don't look for validation from them. They will never give it to you.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    You could probably get away with eating well over 1K calories per day if you're going to the gym daily. Sometimes just making healthy choices does most of the work for you, too, the gym is just for toning up and building muscle mostly :D
    When my tax refund check arrives and I save up some cash, I will be on my way far away from here.
    oregano
    oregano
    Michigan Or Bust! Yay for you!
    A part of me still wishes I worked a simple machine job with great pay and benefits like I used to. It is a shame the homophobia there drove me away. I was pretty damn good at that job.
    tree
    tree
    Maybe there's a chance you can find similar work elsewhere?
    I am going out for pizza by myself in several hours from now. Local place has all day happy hour on Sundays with $10 small pizzas.
    M
    Mr. Stevens
    Metalhead, you're an awesome guy with a big heart. It's good to see you happy.
    If I had a dollar for every time somebody tried to explain to me that my mother deserves my allegiance just because of the blood ties, I would be swimming in gold coins right now.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    That might be their own religious trauma speaking, unfortunately
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I can't really think that your relative is a ......... mom.......
    My spirit used to be full of self pity. Now it is overflowing with righteous anger. I am a miasma of spiritual rage. The band Deicide speaks my opinions on God right now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Shoot, my mom dialed my number today, and l couldn't bring myself to talk to her. Residual anger. :(
    I want a bottle of bourbon and some indica gummies. And the ability to teleport my house to the other side of the country by pushing a button on a one way only trip. Seriously, some people I know here really suck, and not in that fun way.
    Anybody want to have leftover turkey with me right now? With mashed garlic red potatoes and baked Brussels sprouts?
    My brain feels foggy today. I feel like it needs something to kickstart it. Not a beer or a hit of weed. Maybe some protein and complex carbs will help. That, and a nap.
    tree
    tree
    Drinking cold water helps me when I feel like that.
    I am looking forward to a 4 day weekend all to myself. Lots of gaming and movies, with the occasional trip to the gym, and I will cook Thanksgiving dinner for myself. A turkey leg, mashed red potatoes, and steamed asparagus.
    M
    Mr. Stevens
    I have similar plans, myself. Solo holidays can be pretty fun.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Umm. I have no cooking plans. I need to think of something. Lol
    Judge
    Judge
    That was from the film "Pretty In Pink"- 1986. Dress by costume designer Marilyn Vance- not Molly Ringwald.

    Even Molly didn't like it the first time she saw it.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Ouch, torch that dress. Lol
    This is what I will watch tonight.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    That was weird. :) Something about that rat puppet reminded me of "Meet The Feebles". That was one crazy puppet movie.
    I had a seizure earlier today, now I am back home in a miasma of rage.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry. Can you move past this? Your mom is 50 million times worse then my mom, but if you need to pm me, l get it. Stay strong. You came so far. Don't let this stop you.
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