So I've seen the Silence of the Lambs and it's se/prequels. Also, I read up on his upbringing. I don't see him as a typical bad guy - actually, I feel drawn to him and his suffering. Sure, he made the active choice to do those unspeakable things to his victims BUT I realise his choices were influenced...influenced by a deeply traumatic event from his inhumane childhood.
Generally, I have a fascination with serial killers and criminals - they are deeply complex, kind of like myself, and I love delving into their lives to pick out the pieces that made them go the way they went. It's interesting looking at their lives and discovering that a lot of them had disturbed childhoods. I think that people underestimate the damage caused to individuals in their younger years. You can never tell where the fragments of the trauma will penetrate and how deeply they will affect the rest of a persons life. I know, it's deep sh*t.
This quote from Nietzche is very poignant for me:
"Whoever fights monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you."