grommet
Well-Known Member
The problem is that various shows depicting the producers' idea of autism creates a caricature. That's what gets the audience laughing and wanting more. If you put half an hour of my life on TV, it'd be as boring as batshit and nobody would watch it. But you would have a show about an real autistic person.
I do not know what people would think of my life, I do not know how they could understand it. I think my tics could be frightening or strange someone to see. Or how I react to things. If they saw inside my refrigerator, rows of the same thing. One polished fork on a magnet above the counter, because that is the fork I use. It used to be a spoon and I could not eat until I found it. I also have a favorite bowl.
If I was not worried about people on the internet finding me and trying to upset me with personal comments I would like to have video showing my life, how I live everyday. Maybe it would make some people understand more and be more accepting of autistic people.
All the situations where I am confused because I think literally and always think other people mean what they say. How I manage getting on the bus without being able to speak to the driver and using my iPad. I had to do that today.
How the first two things I do every morning before eating or the bathroom or anything else is put my iPad in my backpack so I cannot forget it and put on my necklace with my autism ID. Communicating is very hard for me so I fear not having those two things the most.
All the things I do every day to manage, how I manage when I go out, my routines. Very strange to regular people but, I saw this interview of a woman in Kenya who is autistic. It was like she was me. We were so much alike I was stunned. Maybe that happens because I do not see autistic people enough and that is why I wanted to watch this show.
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