Chris Russell
The Talentless Liar
Most of my life I've played numerous parts, but only when I have to such as at work or when I was in college. Basically, when acting more normal will get me the job, promotion, etc. I will act and talk differently to each person based on how they act and talk. But, like others have said, it is EXHAUSTING! At 51, I don't have the energy to keep it up, but it is hurting my job search. I don't really try to act "normal" since I fail at that when I've tried, but I do try to conform enough to make work easier. I like being different, or rather I like being myself. I just don't understand why other people care if I'm different
I think I too, am starting to run out of patience with some elements of fitting in - but this is to be expected. It is well known that us older citizens eventually lose patience with the world in general and people in particular, so I guess it's natural to be starting a bit early as Aspies!