Cinco
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Hey. It's been a while and I kind of forgot about this thread.
It's been mostly the same. I'm not active in any clubs anymore, I gave up on it as I just don't enjoy it and getting along and relating to the people there never seemed to get easier.
The girl I had mentioned earlier I stopped talking with as it didn't seem like our paths and goals in life really aligned, but she was very kind and seemed to really like me.
A year or so passed again and I tried a lot of online dating with next to no luck, until I hit it off with another woman, who again, lived in another country so it wasn't someone I could meet. But we talked for a little over a year, we got really close and seemed to be very compatible, I told her I had aspergers very early and she didn't seem to mind. We used to have movie dates on discord every weekend and also have video calls with each other. But after about a year of talking she just ghosted me out of nowhere and that really, really hurt, and made me very uncertain and anxious because I felt used and tricked. I eventually got hold of her again after like 2 months, and it was like talking to a completely different person, she was completely closed off and barely wanted to talk. Never gave me an answer why she ghosted me and said she was just busy with work, which is clearly not true. I'm still upset and sad over the way she treated me and I'm not sure how long it's going to take to overcome that.
I went for a while without any luck, then this late summer I met another woman on OkCupid and yet again she was from another country, but she seems genuinely interesting with me as we have been talking every day ever since. We're very different in terms of lifestyles, the only thing we have in common is that we're both introverted, but regardless of this we get along well and maybe our differences is what makes us get along. She's doesn't seem to judge me for anything I tell her about myself and it's really refreshing, she makes me feel confident. We have different opinions about things, and we can clearly talk about it with complete respect. We seem to have the same vague goals in life too, we just want stability and peace and quiet, only she likes the city while I myself is a rural person. And unlike the two previous women, she is very interested in visiting my country once she's done with her studies, so maybe I'll have a chance here. So if she decides to visit this summer, maybe I'll be going on my first date ever
