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Getting depressed again

Michael, I know how you feel sometimes but seriously, DON'T let go of the meds, the only things it would do is make matters worse for you and plus sometimes when you forget or refuse to take your meds, sometimes but not all the time depending on the person would get an automatic relapse and that is definitely the sucky part to it.

I know someone who has been through the same patch and it has affected me.

Make yourself a comedy movie, maybe that might help, because that is what I shall do to keep up my moods. :lol:
 
I'm tempted to just get a blade and run away from my dads to some field somewhere and just do stuff and then sleep there..before returning before anyone gets up
 
Now I'm waiting to phone my T up and get an appointment. This is just too ****ing stupid not to speak to someone about.
 
Yeah, definitely talk to someone. Have you been going to school recently or has that gone out the window? If you have, I think you should try and wangle a bit of time off...
 
Chris said:
Yeah, definitely talk to someone. Have you been going to school recently or has that gone out the window? If you have, I think you should try and wangle a bit of time off...
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I can't miss any school, I've got loads of work to do. Tbh the only thing keeping me going is school because that's the only hope of me having a future. But I'm getting depressed so I'm finding it hard to get the motivation to do anything. And I cant even cry! Aaargh.

Isnt asperger syndrome a load of fun ? - That's sarcasm. I used sarcasm!!! :o
 
I have no motivation to do any school work and I desperately need to do it...but I just cant. I feel too bad. And. I just try and persuade myself. and I cant bring myself to do it.
 
I know... I started skipping school when I was in school.


Tell us why you might get sectioned. :)
 
Ana54 said:
I know... I started skipping school when I was in school.


Tell us why you might get sectioned. :)
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Just the ideas I've been having. And tbh I'd love to go to a mental hospital right now. But I cant because of school work. I have people depending on me. And I hate drama. It makes me feel sick - all that emotional stuff.
 
Ah, the harm to self or others clause...assuming you're not in the running for scholastic grants, or at least assuming you can pursue them after a break, maybe it would be a good idea after this term/semester/whatever you damn Brits call it (:P) to just take a half year off or something, get your emotional priorities straightened out best you can.

Oh, get rid of any triggering razors or blades out of your house...might be a good idea. ;)
 
I know what you mean; I have also wanted to go to the mental hospital. I have been 7 times. 4 times it was a good experience. The other 3 times I was happy to get out because it was a terrible experience.
 
My arm is covered in some deep and shallow cuts now. None of which are that deep. But still. I wanted to go deeper all the time. And I kept trying. But there's no room left on my arm.
 
:(

School isn't everything, even though GCSE's hold some importance they are by no means a guarantee or requirement of a bright future. For example, Willow has.. one GCSE at the moment? and has had over two years out of school. As it stands at the moment, we should both be going to do 4 A levels at sixth form next year.
 
I know what you mean, Michael. I used to get depressed once in a while sometimes for no reason at all. This mind seem weird but sometimes my depression was so bad that feeling bad about myself actually felt "good" in a sick way. That scared me and I decided to change myself so I wont live as a miserable human being. I haven`t been depressed for a long time now.

How did I do this? I just started to think positively. I did`t eat any medicine pills and I suggest you also don`t eat; If you try to make yourself feel happy by using pills you won`t learn to be happy by yourself without medication. But I can`t say for sure because I`m not a doctor but thats my theory.

And I also recommend you to read Rhonda Byrne`s bool "The Secret" or at least watch the "The Secret" movie. You find it from YouTube.

And yes, many aspergers/autism people have some sort of depressions because of the lack of friends and social skills. But even we can be more social if we decide to change ourselves.
 
Michael H said:
My arm is covered in some deep and shallow cuts now. None of which are that deep. But still. I wanted to go deeper all the time. And I kept trying. But there's no room left on my arm.
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Ouch.... I don't know, I must be the only person who doesn't self harm or don't get really really depressed, I seriously don't... :blink: I guess that's such a good thing.
 
I've been having these thoughts. Bad thoughts that I shouldn't even think about thinking about doing. But I do and I have been. And. I. I'm ****ed. Seriously. Life's going to be a total *****. I can see it.
 
Michael H said:
I've been having these thoughts. Bad thoughts that I shouldn't even think about thinking about doing. But I do and I have been. And. I. I'm ****ed. Seriously. Life's going to be a total *****. I can see it.
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Don't give up hope Mike, life could suddenly turn around later in life when you have true faith in yourself. :thumbsup:
 
Come on Michael :( Don't cut yourself. As Chris said, I have only one GCSE but things are still going okay. You just have to push for things. I keep messing school up, but I've found ways to carry on. *hug*
 
Willow said:
Come on Michael :( Don't cut yourself. As Chris said, I have only one GCSE but things are still going okay. You just have to push for things. I keep messing school up, but I've found ways to carry on. *hug*
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I'll try not to. I took a mini overdose (12x my normal dose) on Tuesday night and have been better since I got released from hospital the next day.

I just cant even work now though. It's so ****.
 
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