I don't either. I'm just saddened that they have (and are still trying to) erase pretty much all pagan cultures around the globe. I'm lowkey disgusted by their foreign "mission trips" because they mostly target pagan cultures that are in 2nd or 3rd - world countries that don't have widespread internet access, and where many are susceptible to fall for Christians' conversion tactics because they are desperate. I am pretty darn sure they're designed this way so that more people are converted. This is why in some 3rd-world pagan cultures, Christian missionaries are treated poorly. Because they don't want their cultures erased. Japan was smart to ban Christianity during the years 1614 - 1873. They did this so they knew they were strong enough to fend off the then-Christian-biased European and American armies, so they had the power to enforce that rule. They also had firearms starting in the 1800s thanks to Chinese and European traders, so they had equal firepower when armies of "Christian" nations tried to invade them. Even though Christianity is no longer banned, they still have equal firepower thanks to them now using American-made modern firearms.
That's an interesting fact. Maybe Rome wasn't as powerful as they thought they were.