You want to join a cult? Imagine you finally realizing that this is a bad thing while two people hold you down as they pour the "kool-aid" down your throat against your will. You sure you are ready for that kind of amusement?
https://www.history.com/topics/crime/jonestown
Those cult leader types sure are very good at talking. And scheming. Jim Jones managed to talk several hundred people into drinking poison. That really shouldn't be possible. I saw a documentary about it, he had done several test runs, telling people it was poison and getting them to drink it, but it wasn't poison so everyone was fine afterwards. So when it actually was poison, many may have believed that everything would be fine that time too.